CODE RED (Book 1)

Incapability

I sat in the waiting room along with Alex's parents who sat patiently next to me, quietly murmuring under there breaths about what the doctor had said about the surgery on Alex's broken nose.

Luckily the only thing on his face that had been broken was his nose and nothing else. The doctor of course asked us what had happen to him that had caused this to happen. Which I told them the exact lie Alex had said to his parents.

Once we got back Alex had told them both that he had an accident in gym during the exorcises instead of telling them that I had kicked a soccer ball at his face which I still felt guilty of, I even had tried to tell them the truth that I had done it but he stopped me.

Saying it was best to just lie about it, I guessed he didn't want his parents thinking wrong of me for doing something like that to there own son, so I kept quiet.

Earlier I texted D.C telling her that band practice would be called off today. She had asked me how I was dealing with what happened earlier with Nai and me.

I responded with an I'm still pissed about that and left it at that.

I didn't know what had gotten into him so suddenly, He had been acting fine yesterday but now. . . he was jealous, or at least it seemed that way. I didn't get it and I didn't know if I would ever.

I was 100 percent sure he had told me in the car that day he had kissed me that he had no type of feelings for me, but now I was starting to see other wise. Maybe he just felt competitive with Alex. he did seem jealous. Or maybe he was just looking out for me.

Recalling what he had said to me earlier in band class, he mentioned that Alex wasn't good enough for me. I guess it was because of the argument and the break up thing that had happened between us that made Nai feel this way.

But he didn't understand, the whole reason why me and Alex had broken up was because I didn't allow myself to trust him when he told me the truth about Stormy, and for that he was offended and he ended things with me. I was the one at fault for not trusting him, I now knew that but still I couldn't bring myself to forgive or forget stormy kissing him. That memory didn't exactly burn in the back of my mind like I had intended it to.

But anyway Nai must have gotten the wrong idea and thought the whole thing was Alex's fault.

Things were weird with him, Nai I had expected to be a person that wouldn't cause trouble especially between me and Alex, that was supposed to be Locks job. Nai had seemed different from when I first met him and now he was becoming a person I wasn't familiar with. Now that I thought about it I wasn't sure if I should tell Alex of what Nai had said to me today I could handle it on my own rather then getting him involved and potentially start a real fight this time.

I sat back in my chair and rested the back of my head against the wall redirecting my mind on other thoughts as we continued to wait for Alex to come out of the medical room for what had seemed hours of waiting.

I had texted my mom earlier but she hadn't replied which put me on a slight edge of anxiety. I wondered what she was doing right now, and I could only hope she was doing like I had asked of her that morning.

Maybe once I left the hospital I could go back home and check on her. I was trying to assure myself that she was still sleeping on the couch, by the way she had looked it was as if she had drank a lot of alcohol and it would make since if she were still sleeping it off.

My eyes roamed over to the TV plastered against the upper wall showing some television comedy show that I wasn't familiar with. I never really watched TV that often especially since my schedule had been crammed up with things to do and I normally missed everything they showed.