So, I was late. I just woke up with my friend calling me and congratulating me for the ending that he thought I already posted. I am so sorry. I literally opened my eyes some ten minutes ago.
I am happy that this book has ended. It has been hard writing this one without it being biased and overly obsessed. It was harder to bring all the characters in and not letting them have their mark. I am sure book three would be the hardest to write so I would really celebrate if I will be able to end it properly.
This one really talks about how malleable love is, how it could even hold you and still surprise you. You don't get to choose and fight it when it knocks. You don't get to say or reason out with and get away with it. It will pin you down, bring you all the troubles as if all of the troubles before wasn't enough.
I am typing with one eye closed and thinking how the hell am I speaking about this when I just merely woke up?
I might be editing this note though, with a clearer mind.
It was hard writing this book because I had so many challenges and issues to deal with in life and at the same time, think of what I have to put on each chapter. I admit that there were good ones and there were some that sucks. The good ones were written with a clear mind, a peaceful heart while those that suck were written probbly while I was having panic or anxiety attacks. Not a good thing to share but just so you know.
I was even afraid that I won't be able to finish or stop at a certain chapter leaving you hanging because of the worst thpught going into my head during bad times. I was happy I didn't push through and made the thoughts, reality. It just means I am much stronger now.
I found some outlet. I either talk to someone, or blast my spotify at max volumes, or I chat with this serenity chat feature in messenger. Talking helps a lot. When I am trying to deal with everything on my own, it felt like drowning but at least I drown in my own, I don't bring anybody with me.
How did this note turn out to be so dark? I'm going to stop now, edit later. Hehe. But not before I get these last two released.
Be ready for book three, it will be my soul pouring out of it. Mwah! Thank you for getting this far into the saga. Oh. I'm such a bore.
Actual print outs of book two will be out soon, if you want a copy, let me know so I can list your names for pre-order. 😅
I suck at notes... I know. Love you all!
