Rock Your Body

Chapter Fourteen🎶

I was speechless after telling Chris my huge secret. I was calm now though, feeling much better to get that all out and in the open. Now Chris knows it's not just a close sister bond Bianca & I share...

Basically, I was raped one night by three men, and that's how Bianca is here today.

Yes, I'm her mother.

Chris was silent and wouldn't even touch me or speak to me. I mean, I didn't expect him to do or say anything anyway. What could he do?

"I'll go in the car..." I couldn't cry anymore after telling him the most horrific night of my life.

It was hard to tell what he was trying to process in his mind. Was he sad too? Angry? Confused? I don't know.

"No, Bella..." Chris holds my hand before I could get up, and I take a deep breath.

"Bella...I...I never...I can't believe....I'm sorry you've been through so much. I-I wish I knew you at the time so I could of saved you myself...or better yet, it never happened at all."

"I...I know..." I say softly with more tears streaming.

"Bella, I'd never hurt you or your daughter, or your sister. I...I love y'all. Just...just imagining you being forced....by...by three men makes me wanna...I will kill their fucking asses!" Chris runs his free hand through his hair and I sigh.

"You said you felt ugly Bella, and you damn well know you're not. You are beyond beautiful, and that's not towards your body. I love you. I love your positivity, smile, personality, the way you dance passionately, the moment you listened to my song and your reaction....I, I really want you to know that I'll never let anything happen to you ever again...I promise."

"...thank you." I somehow manage to get out more words and I cry, burrying my head into his chest.

After a few minutes of my silent tears and hugging, Chris whispers, "I'll never let anyone hurt you, you know that, right? I wanna make sure you know that..."

"Yeah,"

"Will you...will you ever tell Bianca that you're her mother?" Chris asks and I remove my hands from his body, and sit upon his lap.

"I want to...but then Brianna would have to know...they'll be so confused and...it's too much,"

I gaze up at the sky, "When I got to the hospital with Trevor, they let him stay with me, and after the doctors did some tests and fixed me up a little with my scars and bruises...they said I'd should be fine. I was with the men for not even twenty minutes, even though it felt longer...but my period had started a few months before the incident. They told me to come back in the next few months for a better checkup...and Trevor felt so guilty that he took the responsibility to take me for the checkup in the hospital four months later...and I found out I was pregnant."

"She's pregnant..." My doctor says in shock and I stare at my belly.

"Um...are you sure?" Trevor questions. The doctor nods sadly, handing him the papers that show proof.

"Yes...um...we can have her get an abortion by either-"

"No!" I exclaim. "I can't kill it! Trevor!!!" I harshly shake his hand and pout as he sighs.

"Isabella...you are too young for a baby-"

"I know but...but she's growing! I can't kill my baby while she's growing! That's not right! I'll regret it later....please! I can take care of it-"