TEN YEARS(Eunhae-Hyukhae-Kangteuk etc)

Ten Years-Chapter 5: Love

-I mean... I can't lose you Donghae.

I couldn't do as Teukiehyung said. I wouldn't hurt him like that. Even if we would be able to stay friends, he would be deeply hurt.
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I remembered when we were younger.

-Donghae ah.. remember the first time you called me oppa?

-No..... did I?

-You did...

-I don't remember that.

-When you were in 3rd grade of high school. I and Junsu was practicing when you came back from school.

-Oh oh.. I remembered. You told me you got a good news from our teacher and you will only tell me if I call you oppa...

-You did. Hahaha.

-But you lied.. that's not a good news at all.

-Sorry.. but I liked it... when you called me oppa....

-You said you love me too.

-Did I?

-hmm.. you said If I were a girl... you would love me then you said I'm cute.

-You had long hair, and yes you are.

We used to silently hold each other under the blanket, when he's got a fever and I came to sleep over, on his tiny bed next to Teukiehyung's, I held him tight, he curled up and snuggled his nose into my neck, saying it make him feel better.

I was so fluttered in every breath.
I even smiled while looking at the ceiling.

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That night, Leeteuk and Donghae came back, they lived together in their second apartment at floor x, Leeteuk was sulking and Donghae used all his courage to ask.

- What's that, between you and Kangin? How did Hyukie know that, Was he here last night, hyung. why didn't you tell me?

- Donghae ah... it's not worth to risk. It's not gonna last for long. You can't depend on a relationship like that all you life. I... I'm sorry.... I was somehow fallen for Kangin's kindness and warm heart. But... we have never expected a happy ending. We both know this gonna reach an end. And I'm just worrying too much about you. This kind of love is extraordinary and there's more pain than happiness, you'll have to endure so much. You won't be able to date, you won't have private time, even privacy, and everything always seems hopeless.

-I.... I can't really think that much....
Hyung.... But I believe in Eunhyuk. And I didn't know about you and Kangin hyung.... why.... That's why Eunhyuk said that.... Oh my, I think I'm having headache....

-I thought Eunhyuk told you too.

-No he didn't.

-I have firm belief in his loyalty too. but... you must know if this is revealed, we'll all face danger. All of us. Remember it? We've been struggling a lot because of Kangin's stubbornness but... My love is true. You know about Yunho right?

-Everyone know that. He's been suffering a lot.

-And you two still wanna challenge?

- It's not a challenge.... I think I really love him... hyung... can you tell me about Kangin.... hyung. I know he's very sweet....

-What do you want to know, You knew him already.

Leeteuk laughed, sadly.

-How is he, in love....