WHO TF ELSE GET EXCITED OVER ACRYLICS AND SNEAKERS.
I want some yellow dick grabbers forreal.😩 I want them long and glossy ugh.
I want some air forces , not the basic ass white ones but black soles or something maybe red .
I want all red prestos. I'm feenin' for some yellow nmds,idk why I'm so colorful all of the sudden but that's a sneaker head on crack. I hate Jordans, I'm in love with Nike, they drop the nicest shoe I swear and I'm on adidas. Honestly I wear any shoes I think will look good with one certain outfit. I'm annoying like that but its like that.
I color coordinate with everything in my outfit and that's why I need more pinks and yellows in my closet and some purple cause purple sha poppin.
Who is cancelling eco, I'm not I'm broke and I'm not spending money on anything. Love you Bri but we aren't doing it. Mielle expensive as hell. So ya know a broke girl gonna wait.
Makeup , cheap as well as you know of course but I make it look expensive of courseee. Color correcting for real helps out so much, I tried it out and that shit made me look so flawless. People were asking my skin routine, nah sis it's this poppin ass foundation .
I can't wear any makeup because it's summer and my eyebrows need to become thick again cause they are so pretty, and I miss them.
I hate when someone tells me I don't need makeup. LIKE I FUCKING KNOW , I JUST LIKE BEING WITHOUT DARK CIRCLES DAMN. I'm gorgeous as hell when I wake up no lie. Lips plump and soft as hell and my skin glows nice and my eyes are puffed but for some reason I like how it looks lmao. I love how I look when I wake up, after a workout, and just getting out of bed at night and getting a glance in the bathroom.
Uh on a random note? I wanna say that the end of the school year for most of us signifies reflection and change. How you've changed and how you've come and how others have. Lost several significant people that made me think right and started to fail honors courses towards the end which hurt like hell. I only care for my grades and to fail at the only thing that makes me feel better about being organized even within my brain of chaos, pulled my purpose.
I closed up for about six months and counting and still I haven't had a thorough conversation to get it out of my system. I cried everyday I would come home knowing I didn't make progress. I would wipe my tears and then do my homework. This was not okay, not healthy, and definitely not right. I should've said something to someone , it really hurt me , everything just took a discouraging turn for the worse and still I'm worrying about grades and I'm out of school. I ignored everything around me that I knew was doing something to me and that only hurt me worse. So I'm saying is to never ever hold in anything , talk to people because your mental health matters before anything else.
Yeah I've been writing this one chapter(log) whatever for about two days now and each paragraph is a new topic because I think it's fun that way. Yeah, no conclusion with that.
