man it is 1am going on two and bitch I'm in my feels. I been scrolling through old pics man January/February was the time . I loved my mans back then, no lie. it was an innocent lil thing and you know whattt, love is real bitch.
JUST NOT IN MY WORLD. let me not out myself but I'm trying not to cry cause that shit was mad depressing . I'm just gonna leave this here . Don't touch relationships, don't do it baby, you better than that.
I haven't cried since the day of breaking off but I still breathe hard when I think about it , cause I just was left on a bad note . I miss him a lot and I wish I could apologize for all the bad things I said cause it just ended so badly because of me not communicating. If I could take back all I said I would . I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you and I love you and I wish that it never happened tha way but some things gotta change sometime . That's what my intervention with him would've been like. He was just so adorable and so great to me such a cutie, beautiful ass boy. I would trade so much in the world just to be happy just like that. So since I can't do that, I'm gonna be on my own . And be happy .
UPDATE 3 DAYS LATER :
It's a weak ass relationship and I am not sorry for anything I said cause you know what? CHEATING IS UNACCEPTABLE. NO COMMUNICATION IS UNACCEPTABLE. I can admit it was my fault for storing things in and just exploding with accusations and I was terrible at communication. So I am sorry for that. For everything else I said, you got it , fuck you,kiss my ass , lick dirt, fuck that weak ass relationship. Had me fucked for two months? I can't believe I still think about it , so fuck no I won't think about it anymore .
