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Cutting

TRIGGER ALERT! Involves cutting. If you need somebody to talk to, write to me.  

Lillian POV

I was walking down the school corridors, alone. Everybody left hours ago already...

"Hey, fat ass! I guess you are so fat and slow that you can't even walk out of school in right time.." My worst bully said, appearing suddenly from nowhere. I just ignored her and keep walking, even though her words hurt like hell.

"Or were you busy sleeping with all the guys in school? It makes you slut if you don't know already.." Her sidekick said and tripped me over.

I fell straight on my face, making my nose bloody. They only laughed at that and walked away, but not after giving my some kicks on my back.

I laid there on the ground a while before getting up slowly and walking finally out of school. My back is hurting a lot but I just try to ignore it and get home as soon as possible so I can sleep.

My brother Michael moved out to work in the other town... He left straight after my 16'th birthday and it was three months ago...

I miss him and you could tell that I need him the most right now... But he isn't here so I have to get my things together and dealt with it myself. You can tell me I'm weak but I'm just too tired of fighting all the time and my brother has been always there to support me. Now he isn't...

I reach home soon I think I would and ran speedily up to my room. Nobody is home like always...

I walk into the bathroom and grab my waiting blade.

Yes, I cut.

Everyday.

After bulling got bad, I needed some way to deal with all that stress and words... I actually found doing it pretty relieving...

I had made three deeper cuts than I normally do on my wrist when suddenly my phone rang. I cursed under my breath and covered my cuts with a red towel. Then I hurried into my room to answer that and I almost felt guilty as I saw who was calling.

Michael

"Hey, buddy," I said, slightly whispering because I was a little tired and trying to stop the blood at the same time.

"Hello, my little sister. What are you doing?" Micheal asked laughing at the same time.

"Just chilling around. Missing you." I answered, amused how happy he can be all the time.

"Do you want to go shopping?"

"Shouldn't you be at work? In the other town?" I ask questioningly but he only laughs at it.

"No, we have a week off..." He trailed away.

"Why not then. Meet me at the park." I said excited to meet my brother but when I looked down at my cuts again, I wasn't so excited anymore.

Blood was still dripping from my cuts so I did my best to cover them. I took a large patch and a bandage and wrapped them around my arm. Then covered it with all my bracelets. It looked dubious but still okay.

I change into a long black hoodie and black jeans. I always wear black. It's beautiful.

I soon met with Micheal in the park. He is sitting on one of the swings, smiling widely as he saws me coming. He stands up quickly, running towards me, giving me a huge hug.

"I missed you," I whisper while he is holding me.

"I missed you, too," He says and accidentally hits my hand. I wince for a second but glad he didn't see that.

We walk for hours around the park, shop a little in stores and just enjoy ourselves. Also, we go and get my hair done. Micheal wanted it to be blue and purple and I pink so I let them do me ombre hair with purple, pink and blue, matching my bright blue eyes.

With every passing minute, I feel how blood is still dripping out of my cut and I don't feel good any more. I'm getting dizzy and my head hurts a lot.

Micheal next to me notices it and goes straight into the doctor mode. Yes, he works as a doctor with his mates, after they ended the band.

"Lillian, Are you okay?" he asks and if I normally would just say yes, today I'm too tired to fight.

I whisper a slight "No" before collapsing onto the ground.

Micheal POV:

As soon as my sister whispers no, she passes out. I try to catch her before she hits her head but I'm too far away and she just fells on the ground.

I grab my phone and starts looking what could possibly be wrong with her.

"Hey Micheal, whats up?" Ashton's voice fills my ears.

"I need an ambulance. Oxford street's and King's road corner. Hurry." I yell out, knowing I'm not giving enough information.

"Micheal what hap-"

"Just get here fast!" I say and hung up, turning my full attention to my sister.

I take off my jacket and put it under her head. Her pulse is really weak and I finally see a really bloody bandage around her wrist... I understand immediately what has been going on and I curse under the breath for not noticing that.

I take off all the bracelets and the bloody bandage to see the cuts.

They are too deep.

I take off my shirt also even though it's pretty cold outside and press it on the wound as an ambulance pulls up.

Two main paramedics, Ashton and Louis, run straight up to me with a medical bag and a gurney as they see Lillian laying on the ground.

"What happened?"

"She cuts..." Was the only thing I could say. Adrenaline in my body was running out and I finally realized what has my sister been doing.

Ashton and Louis loaded my sister onto the gurney and pushed into the back of the ambulance. Louis took off his work jacket and put it around me, pushing me into the back of the ambulance also.

"You will catch a cold. Sit." He said before driving off, emergency lights flashing on the roof.

I was holding my sisters hand whole way to the hospital I ran with my friends. Ashton and Louis were paramedics; me, Luke and Liam were doctors and Harry, Calum and Niall nurses.

Everything went so quickly so on that I didn't even realize what was happening. I only know that I was sitting in the corner of the hospital room quietly, Louis's jacket still around me, looking how they stitched up my sister, gave her fluids and blood and looked over her vitals all the time. Luckily she didn't have concussion thought...

"Calum..." I whimpered, tears finally rolling down my cheeks as the realization with cold hit me hard. He turned around, seeing my fully crying state. He smiled sadly and just hugged me. That is what I needed most right now.

"You need to change. You will get sick..." Liam suddenly whispered next to me, supporting my broken state as much as possible. They finished working on my sister and moved her to another room...

"Come on..." Boys called me and pulled me up as I was too weak to do it only myself. After changing and warming myself up, boys let me see my sister.

She was awake as I entered the room and laughing at some Luke's, her boyfriends, joke. He really loved her and could make her smile... As she saw me she stopped and whispered: "I'm sorry."

"Please just don't do it again..."

"I promise if you will be next to me with Luke.."

"Always," I said together with Luke, connecting our pinkies.