It's In Our Blood

Chapter 11 || Cuddle Buddies & Soda Sharers

Belle, Anna, and Beth's Mom above

Hello!

So this chapter is a little short, but I hope you like it. I'm supposed to be having a trailer and a new cover made, so when those come in I'll let you know.

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"I have to go." I tell him hurriedly, running out of the bathroom.

My feet hit the carpeted floor softly as I run towards my room, closing the door behind me. My breathing was heavy and my hands were sweaty while I leaned against my door, trying to figure out what happened.

I slid down, placing my head on my knees, trying to put what just happened in words

This has happened once already, and two times is more than enough. I punished Colton for making out with my sister, I made him feel like he deserved the worst, yet I'm slowly becoming the equivalent to him.

I could've stopped Drew, I could have pushed him away, but for a moment, I forgot. I forgot that I had a boyfriend, the definition of cheating, and who I was.

I haven't forgot any of that in a long time, and I shouldn't have the minute my best friend held my hand to his chest.

The rain hit my window pane harshly as I sat there contemplating my next move. The last thing I want to do is hurt Colton the way he hurt me, but I doubt I'll ever have the nerve to tell him on my own, which is the right thing to do. But how do you do the right thing when everything else is so wrong?

I ran my fingers through my hair, praying for God to send me a sliver of advice, but I highly doubt the man upstairs wants to talk to a cheater.

I laid across the floor, my body making a star as I sighed loudly. I tried to find an explanation for everything that was happening with Drew and what I should do, but no matter what I think of, it all just seems stupid in the end.

I know the most logical thing is to take a hiatus from Drew, but that's almost impossible. He may have a silly crush on me, but he's still my best friend despite our current circumstances. I can't just throw away all those years that Drew and I shared, laughing and crying, and doing all the stupid things growing teenagers did. Everything was perfect and simple then, it could be explained, but this was all whole other story.

I could probably bet my life that Drew debated whether is feelings with me were real and if I would respond the way he'd want me too. But I don't know if he thought his declaration of feelings would cause this much trouble. Wondering if he knew that every time he would kiss me, I'd run away full of guilt.

I know that kissing me may not be that bad for him, but it's a completely different situation for me. He's clearly ignoring the fact that I have an adoring boyfriend that wants to fix things between the two of us, but there's no way that'll ever happen if Drew's in the way.

I just need to find a way to get Drew to go but not go. I needed him to stay, but I needed him to have something else to focus on.

But what? Drew didn't really have a extra curricular background that I could lean on, and he didn't have a wild amount of friends. But he did have one thing that could benefit the both of us. His looks and charisma.

Drew wasn't muscular but he had the lean, toned body that he was naturally born with. His brown eyes were soft and kind, and his personality was the best part about him. When he wasn't trying to cause a rift between Colton and I, he was sweet and nice. The perfect boyfriend...for someone else.