feel something. -egd

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Madison's POV

"So you just.. remembered?" Grayson asked, trying to wrap his head around the idea.

"It was something he did that made me think of it. I think that if he reminds me of something, I'll remember it." I said, before thinking of something else. "Do you have any memories of us? Something you could say that would help?"

"Umm, he- he saved you." he said after a while.

"He what?" I questioned.

"He saved you.." his voice began to trail off as a new train of thought entered my head.

He pushed me on the bed and I continued to tell him to stop, but he didn't. I eventually began to scream for someone to help.

All of a sudden, the door barged open.

"What the fuck?" The voice said, looking at me naked and screaming.

The perosn immediantly put two and two together and pushed the man against the wall, throwing punches at him.

It reminded me of how Ethan would hurt me.

The man fell to the floor, unconscious, and the other man ran up to me.

"Are you okay?" he said, gently grabbing my shoulders.

I opened my eyes after crying and looked at the man. I almost shrieked when I saw who saved me.

The one and only, Ethan Dolan.

But at this point, I didn't care who it was. I hugged him so tight and cried into his chest. I wanted to stay like this forever, safe in his arms.

"I'm so sorry I couldn't come earlier. I- I heard screaming and I knew it was you. I came as quick as I could." he said, panting.

"It's okay Ethan. You saved me, I should be the one apologizing for causing you this trouble." I looked down.

"No, no, no. You didn't cause any of this. H-here, put this on. I'll take you home." He said as he took off his sweatshirt and gave it to me, leaving him shirtless. I put it on and immediantly smelt his cologne.

I smiled to myself.

He took my hand and led me outside. After getting in his car, it finally hit me.

I had been raped.

Tears threatened to come out again, but I didn't let them. Not in front of Ethan.

"Do you want me to stay with you? Just incase." he asked.

"It's fine. Thank you though, Ethan, for everything." I said and smiled.

"My pleasure." he smiled back and drove off.

"I was raped?" I said after the memory went away.

"Y-yes." Grayson said as he looked down.

"But.. Ethan. Ethan saved me." I said as Grayson looked up and nodded slowly.

I grabbed my jacket and sped out of the house, hoping he was where I thought he would be.

I pulled up to the park and there behold, Ethan Dolan. He puffy face and red cheeks made it clear that he had been crying.

Because of me.

I rushed over to him and put my hand on his back. He looked up as his eyes met mine.

Those fucking eyes.

I sent a small smile and he stood up straight.

"Y-you saved me. I was raped, and you saved me. Thank you Ethan." I said as I wrapped my hands around his body.

"You've thanked me before Madison. Nevertheless, it was my pleasure. What made you remember?" he said as he cleared his voice, trying to hide the fact that he was crying.

"Grayson said something and it sparked my memory. I think that's what makes me remember- things that remind me of our past." I admitted.

"So you're saying if we try to recreate our memories, you'll remember them?" he asked.

"Yes, but what if I told you I don't exactly want to do that? I don't want to relive the past- even if it was perfect. I would rather make new memories than struggle to remember the old ones." I spoke.

"But what if you don't fall in love with me again?"

"I already have."