Q&A

Chapter 13 (E)

It's been a week since all this happened. I was still alone but, that gave me the silence I needed to think of a plan, a way to finally get away from the populars and live my life stress free from them and others. Everyday I would go through my thoughts and see what a good possible plan I can make that would actually work. But I had to keep in mind some stuff.

1) It can't end up with someone dead (no matter how much they really deserve it) You guys have no idea I how many of my plans I was thinking of just straight up threatening and murdering Frencheska and Darla. But of course, I couldn't do that, then I would have to deal with the court and I don't want to waste my time like that. Still wouldn't feel bad about what I did though.

2) I have to be nice to the people if I want to get the answers I want. In all those kids shows I use to watch it had always said that you had to be nice to people, if you want something in return. But even though I know that it doesn't work all too much in reality I felt the need to stick with that for some reason.

3) Don't put too much trust in what people say (I have to remember that I am a target and not a lot of people will treat me seriously) I really don't need a repeat of my earlier days of high school.

If I can listen and obey these guidelines, then I think that I won't seriously harm anyone including myself. But then again, harming a few people couldn't harm all too much, right? Well besides those people. But who would care anyways.

As I thought through things considering these guidelines I realized, first I need to find out the rumors everyone is telling others to get the full story. Right now, all I know is that I had forced Timothy into a relationship with me, after their break up. But that doesn't seem like a good or big enough reason for Max and the others to leave me like that, besides the fact in what Timothy told Max. Why would he start believing Timothy now if anything, so I need to know why? I need to solve that problem and find out why the whole school turned on me, I still have some sort of reputation to keep up.

I also know a lot more then what others believe. I know that Max was the one who broke the two up, on Timothy's request. Maybe it was part of his plan, to have this happen. But the bigger question was why he really broke up with her.

I went home and slept on that idea.

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The next day I had formulated a plan that would help me get the information I needed to go into phase two of my plan. In which I didn't know what phase two actually was yet. Let's just wing it on the way through.

Upon entering the school everyone and I mean everyone, the popular, the average, and the misfits stared at me like I had just been released from jail after killing a bunch of puppies. I know I can be cruel and mean but, I would never hurt even a hair on a puppy or kitten. Only truly cruel people would do that, and I am not that bad.

I walked passed them and went straight to the library, like I have been doing for the past week. Yeah, I have been in phase one for more than a week. I still couldn't get a single person to talk to me, much less look me in the face. And I was starting to get very lonely, it has been about 2 weeks now since the last time I talked to those three.

They try so hard to avoid me at all cost and are really good at that. When they catch a glimpse of me they are already either bolting the opposite direction or sprinting right pass me looking downwards. It is heartbreaking every time they do this. I love them all and miss them a lot, but I need to forget these feelings right now and look my plan straight on with no distractions.

At the library I was determined to finally get a person to actually agree to my question and play the Q&A game with me. So, I can get the answer I needed.