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Chapter 26 (E)

Kiara POV

Another day, another day in hell land. It was only Wednesday the middle of the week but still two long days until the weekend. I need to get so many things done. But the most important thing I need by the end of this week was those secrets. I know everyone was counting on me with these. But then at the same time I am getting anxious about Cynthia getting me spot, if she can at least. What would happen when I am there? What if I did all that and they still didn't open up to me? It would be like I jumped off a bridge for no reason at all.

As I got out of my social studies class and to my locker to get my lunch, I saw Cynthia rushing towards me with a happy but uncertain face. I looked at her like she was some murder hiding a knife behind her back. As she got closer I started to take small steps back, but she took larger strides and caught up with me. I really didn't do well when people are overly happy. I was the awkward person when it came to this stuff. But I guess you people would be wondering how I was dating Timothy then and loved him so much.

Well my dating story with him would take us way back to my freshman year in high school, which was about two years ago. Me and Timothy went to the same middle school, but we had no connections at all. But once we entered high school we had the same classes. So, I guess we just grow into each other, I started to talk to him more and he seemed to enjoy our conversations. After a few months have passed like this he asked me out and we started dating.

But since I wasn't good with expressing my emotions he helped me become more open with them. But as he went through puberty other girls started to notice him and he eventually joined the populars. I could see why everyone liked him he had a loveable personality and was nice to everyone. But as we went into our sophomore year I think that the popularity went to his head and he started to act differently towards the misfits. But still he was nice and gentle with me. And ultimately because of him I began to speak my mind in what I am thinking. That is way I am so blunt to people.

But as people say, good things with eventually end, that happened in the first few months of junior year. I couldn't even recognize Timothy anymore, he bullied misfits till he saw that they were in depression, he would force averages to do many errands for him, and over all became super manipulative with everyone.

And things started to change between the two of us. He started to spend less time with me and hung out more with this new freshman girl, that I later found out was named Abigail. I hated her she just would listen to everyone and their demands and do them with a stupid smile. But since I wasn't considered a popular I wasn't involved with these stuff.

Timothy kept ignoring me more and more every passing day and I just was overly jealous because of that Abigail girl. Then suddenly while I was walking in the halls by myself, I saw a person who looked unusually similar to that bubbly Abigail girl but what was different was that person was more goth looking. But later that day I figured out that girl was Abigail and was shocked to say the least.

I thought this would be my chance to get my Timothy back since, she changed so much. I thought he would feel disgusted by this change she made, so I went up to him but still he pushed me away coldly and was trying to look for her. I felt my heart was going to break in half, what did that girl have that I didn't.

Every day I went home and cried into my pillow and just went wild in my thoughts about what I could do to torture Abigail, but I wasn't that type of person to do that, so it was only limited to my imagination. And I guess that would bring us to now.

Yeah, I am still pissed off at Abigail but what can I do, it wasn't her fault that she caught the eyes of my boyfriend. I understood that it was his fault for falling for someone while he had a girlfriend already. I know I was blinded by my rage and anger, but I knew what was really going on. I'm not a block head that will just blame the person who really has nothing to do with this.

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Cynthia was up in my face looking me dead in the eyes and I was uncomfortable with that.

She was sporting a crazy smile on her face and jumping up and down while squealing. I gave her a weird stare and took both my hands and clapped them together with her face in between them too. She then stopped jumping and held her cheeks looking up at me with sad puppy dog eyes.

"Why did you do that?" She asked

"Why not? It made you calm down." I said like a know it all.

"Ok, true that." And she let it go and got my attention again. "So, I was just excited about a lot of stuff right now, so I couldn't hold it back once I saw you."

"What is it?" I asked still pretty clueless.

"Well there are three things I need to tell you. The first one is good news. And the second one is good and bad news." She explained

"Then I will just listen to the first good news." I decided

"Yay!!!!" Cynthia looked so excited, jumping up and down with a huge smile. "Ok so the news..... this is a really good one. Guess what."

"What." I said getting a little bit impatient. I crossed my arms over my chest and started to tap my foot.

"I said guess." She yelled at me like I wasn't being fair.

"Could you please just tell me before I start walking away and you can talk about it with my locker." I said getting more annoyed.

"Ok ok fine. I have a date with that cute nerd this Friday." She said looking so happy with a smile reaching ear to ear.

"Um" I was thinking back. "This was the big news you were going to tell me?"

"Yeah aren't you excited, finally I get to hang out with him. You know how long I have been crushing on him." Cynthia had exclaimed with her eyes thinking about what could happen, but then she started to blush a lot. I then got a little bit uncomfortable after that.

"Yeah, I do know, for like 4 months right?" I said, trying to quicken this conversation up.

"Yeah good job" she looked at me and gave me a thumbs up. And I just rolled my eyes.

"Yeah but I thought you were going to tell me something about that thing with the popular girls." I said looking down in disbelief that I was actually thinking about that the whole day and how it was worrying me so much.

"Oh of course I was going to tell you about those stuff. That was the good and bad news I had mentioned earlier." She said slightly calmed down. "Ok so which one first. Good or bad."

"Good please." I said

"Ok so I got you in to the next hangout with them. And there are going to be a lot of popular girls gossiping and talking about random stuff." She said

"That sounds good so far, so what is the bad news." I asked thinking that nothing can really put me in a bad spot.

"That is what I am afraid of telling you. Cause I know you would get crazy and freak out." She said with a sad face on.

"Just tell me." I insisted

"Ok but I am warning you." She took a deep breath and looked me straight in the eyes. "So, first part of the bad news is that, the meet up is going to be a sleep over and they have a custom that no one leaves early."

I felt my heart drop and I was getting really mad. But before I could comment on anything she continued. "Also, the sleep over is this Friday."

It took a while to process that and understand what that meant, and I just slowly looked at her with eyes of horror. "Wait so that means that I will be stuck with them for a whole night and to add on to that, you won't even be there because of your own date."

"Yeah." She said with her hard down looking ashamed.

"But what am I going to do." I was lost. I walked away and into the cafeteria and ate my sad looking sandwich in silence.

What in the world was I going to do with this. How am I going to work this out in a way that I wasn't going to kill everyone or make me go insane.