Borderline Perfection Borderline Rejection (Editing)

Signed By Someone Who Wanted To Die

You think that your life turned out wrong,

but one day that life of yours will be gone.

Please stop wishing that you'll meet a bad end,

please don't believe you don't have a friend.

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You sometimes wish that it'll all be over,

but I want you to stay, so we can get closer.

Don't give in to the whispers of sleep,

Dont cry yourself to sleep under a blanket heap.

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You wish that you can ignore the noises at night,

but I'd like to be there, making sure you're all right.

Stop thinking that you've outstayed your visit,

Stop implying that you're wishing just to end it.

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You need to speak up, and say that you're hurt.

But you don't want to end up alone in the dirt.

I want you to know that I care about you.

I want to know what i need to do.

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You cover your pain with a drawn on smile,

but I know you've been practicing for a while.

Wishing that I can give you a reason,

from confessing and locking yourself in your prison.

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You hide away from the people who care,

but wish they could save you from the numbing dispair.

I'm trying to hear the words you're not saying,

I'm trying to solve that, while also delaying.

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You want to be happy from everyday on,

but you can't seem to find anything but the cons.

I tell you "I need you!" I tell you "it's true!"

You think I don't mean it but trust me, I do.

You think I'm only trying to stop you, from what you're gonna do.

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"I didn't say it to look like a hero!" I cried,

"I'm trying to tell you I'd be sad if you died!"

And just like that, sparked a fire in your eyes.

A new meaning arose that seemed to light up the sky,

that it does effect others if one person dies.

And just like that you gained a new ally,

That realization made you want to cry.

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But alas, this story is nothing but a lie.

Since no one stopped me from trying to fly,

by jumping off a cliff, that was up so high.

No one came to my rescue, they left me high and dry.

Since no one has listened to my sad, mournful cry,

I'm finally going to say goodbye,

and give into deaths sweet lullabye.

~Signed by someone who wanted to die