Borderline Perfection Borderline Rejection (Editing)

Innocence

I went to a party one night
without a clue
of what that monster
was going to do.

This monster that took a
closed off part of me.
That I wasn't ready
for anyone else to see.

I had no idea that I
was being a fool.
That I set myself up
to be used as a tool.

A clueless girl
taken advantage of.
When all I wanted
was to have some fun.

The love of my life
was sleeping in a bed,
no idea a monster
made me go out of my head.

The monster that wandered
and plummeted in.
That took the innocence
and made a little girl sin.

I was forced to give up
what I always knew,
The thing you were supposed to
give, to the person that loves you.

The monster said that
if I made any noise.
He would gang up on me
with all of the boys.

I layed there trapped
by a boy in disguise,
disguised as a monster
that lived through his lies.

With tears running down
the base of my jaw.
The monster left marks on me
with fists that had claws.

He left a sad little
broken child.
For what? A rush
that made you feel wild.

The innocence of that little girl
I was left alone and no longer pure.
To go through life without a cure,
To remember his strength, and firey words.