Sincerely ( Disconnected )

Arm's and Cut's

Lafayette pov

I came out of the bathroom my arm's still stinging, The blood wouldn't stop so I just hide it under my sleeve. I started to head back to my room when I felt a hand grab my wrist and pull me into the sitting room.

When I turned to see who it was I saw James, He looked mad "WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?!?!" He shouted
"J-James I haven't been" I stuttered he was scaring me a bit "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T BEEN!!" He shouted "James please came down, I haven't been avoiding you. But Hercules said-" he cut me off "HERCULES!!, please tell me he didn't make you hate me" James sounded upset.

"No, no I would never hate you. But he did say you used drugs and hurt that Maria girl" I explain, he sighed "I-I would have told you, I just didn't want you to be scared of me.... I WENT INTO REHAB... I don't use them anymore, and I haven't lay a finger on anyone......but myself" he mumbled the last part.

"What do you mean, yourself" I asked what dose he mean "Laff, when I hurt Maria you must understand it wasn't because I hated her, let me explain" he sighed sitting down on the sofa I done the same.

"My mother.....was a very mean and selfish women. She was always drunk or high, My father was a scaredy cat and never stood up for himself or he's one and only son" James explained

I was really considered this didn't sound good "I was an only child so I had to do all the work around the house, my mother would punish me for ever little thing I did wrong"

Oh no I get what's going on
"So when she past I started to do the same thing I would hurt people..... So when I saw Maria was being unfaithful....l-l snapped, I know that I'm a bad person no matter what reason I have" I was at a loss for words

"Once that happened I felt bad and I sworn that I wouldn't hurt a girl ever again, but all of that anger I used to hurt other people didn't just disappear so instead of hurting others I hurt.....myself" I was shocked "oh James" I covered my mouth.

"Okay my turn to ask a question" He said, I nodded slowly a bit scared of what he may ask "When did you lie to me?" He asked "W-What?" I stuttered "your arm's laffy, you said you where a stupid kid, a stupid kid can't scar themselves that much" he explained the question "so what REALLY happened to your arm's?"

"I.... done it" he looked down "Not a good answer laff, why did you?" I didn't have an answer, could I tell him the truth? He seemed to really be trying to do better, and the whole thing with the self harm. He hurt himself so that he wouldn't hurt others that is honorable.

Oh okay so if you still hate Reynolds you are Heath less and you can fight me :( , but anyway hope ya liked it :)