I'm sorry

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Lafayette's pov

I woke up alone in bed, this was normal as James would leave before I was awake.

I got into the shower and washed myself, once I got out I looked into the mirror and for the first time in weeks had a good look at my appearance.

My eye's where dull dark circles under them. My face drained and lips where cracked. My body was naturally skinny....but now my rips where visible through my skin.

I could count on my fingers the bits of food I've had all week, most would say I was starving myself, but no matter what I looked like James always found a way to make me feel bad.

'Your to fat' or 'your to skinny' things like 'I never loved you' it hurt, this man I once thought I loved had broken me down to noting.....he had hurt me so much I didn't feel like my own person anymore.

Hercules was right, James was not a human....he was a monster, yet I stay, he has put me through so much but I don't leave. You might be asking why?

You see I've tried to live..more than once but ever time I did it just lead to more bruises scattered across my already weak body. There to many bruises on my body to count, to many scars to fill my arms....

I looked in the mirror at what I had become....Thanks to this man......I am weak. I am useless......

I am noting.

-After a few hours still Lafayette-

I heard the lock to the front door click and the door opened as James walked in "Of Laffy" he chirped walking into the sitting room where I sat on the couch.

I looked up at him and he smiled "since you've been such a good boy lately, how about you go out to the shop and get some stuff for dinner?" He asked me.

I looked at him before nodding getting up to grad some warmer clothes to go out in, as I changed I thought more of what he said 'Good boy' I hated when he called me that, I'm not a dame dog.

Coming back out I called to him in a low voice as I didn't have the strength to yell louder "I'm going now!" I closed the door behind me.

I took a deep breath and smiled, I was out...but my smile slowly faded as I remember what I would return to....

I was wearing a long sleeved top as normal and a scarf to cover the marks running up my neck.

I strolled down to the store walking inside, it was really warm, a last I couldn't take my scarf off.

I graded a small basket and walked around the shop scanning the shelf's for food.

I turned the corner to the frozen part of the shop an stopped dead in my tracks......shit

Hercules pov

"What's for dinner?" I calling out to Alex and John as I walked into the kitchen.

"Someone needs to go shopping where don't have like...anything to eat" Alex sighed

"Not it!" John exclaimed followed by Alex. Witch left me to go "okay then let me get my coat" I sighed walking into my bed room and grading a fairly big coat.

Walking through the cold wind I walked to the shop, Lafayette has been the one thing I think about all day everyday, sometimes I would lay awake in bed thinking about where he is and if he's okay.

In my thought I didn't realise I had gotten to the store already. I stepped inside it was so god dame warm inside.

I unzipped my coat as to not die of heat stroke, I strolled around the shop throwing little snacks and crap into the basket I had picked up a while ago.

Remembering that I had to by real food I went over to the frozen food and looked around at the pizzas.

After getting about half way down I looked up and noticed a familiar face.

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Laff?

Hahaha I'm going to leave y'all on a cliffhanger, why? Because I HAVE THE POWER!!!!! Okay anyways, thank you all for your support +1k views that's insane! Anyways, hope y'all liked it :)

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