The Brunette Who Slapped Me | On going

24. James

JAMES

"Really, Have you ever even tried doing that to someone?" I chuckled lightly mocking at her. knowing she had no guts for it.

"Yes, I did slap someone before. And that was right there!" she pointed the tree where she slapped the guy. 

I stiffened as her words registered, she is the girl who slapped Justin? WHAT ARE THE ODDS? The girl I have been trying to find for months was right in front me the whole time.

My blood gushed up to my eyes, and I could not hold it in any longer.

I banged the table again with both my hands. 

"WHY DID YOU SLAP JUSTIN THAT DAY?!?! I roared. The whole restaurant ran out as if the devil was let loose. the boys stayed and watched it all.

She looked at me in utter shock and confusion. And her tears pooling in her innocent eyes.

"I...slapped...Justin..." She trailed off as tears flowed out of her eyes. My anger subsided cause she looked exactly like Koo when she cried.

"I need to go..." She left the table dumbfounded, acting like she had just found out about it. What an actress.

I reminded myself she deserves no sympathy.

She is such a diplomat and a f**king hypocrite. She acts as if she has done nothing but I know who and where she belongs to.

She reminds me of my childhood crush, she was alot like her. Her hair, her smile...

Just like her.

When I was in elementary school, I gave her the nickname, Koo, so no one could guess her, if at all someone accidentally went through my diary.

I loved her, I was a secret admirer of her, I knew every detail about her. I sent her love letters, stuck notes around her locker when no one was around, captured pictures of her and pasted them all over my wardrobe.

Sounds creepy yeah? No. She knew me, well, once upon time. We were together since childhood and were bestfriends till 4th grade, but our friendship was destroyed and thrown away when he joined the school and stole her away from me.

And went to being strangers.

She eventually forgot me and ended up with him. They both became best friends and in high school, he turned into manwhore of the school.

Around the end of high school, they started dating, I was sad but I knew he would leave her and he only considered her as one of his flings. I even saw him kiss her bestfriend while they were in a relationship, he even cheated on her. I wrote letters and tried my best to let her know about his true face but my sweet and naive girl, only blocked all the ways for me to tell her and wouldn't believe anyone either and that is why he took her trust for granted.

Well, I haven't ever seen her again after the worse day of my life, right after high school, I don't know what happened but within the next 3 months of graduation they married each other.

It's been around 4-5 years since I saw her in that wedding dress looking like an angel and when she kissed that @#%?£ with so much love in her eyes. I knew he would hurt her sooner or later.

I was lost.

I stopped all my ways of knowing of her whereabouts. Burned her pictures, and asked my dad to throw the diary away then detached myself from any source that would lead me to her.

She is the reason for every turn in my life, I couldn't force her to be mine. I was too shy and respectful for that and that's when I changed into this heartless person I'm.

Because my heart was with her, it still is.

And once your heart's out of it's place, its impossible to expect the return and to give it to someone else, AGAIN.

Then I started drinking, drugging to forget and did everything in my power to clear my head.

But you still have the same fresh feelings for her.

And it still hurts.

I remember drinking and driving that night, I met with an accident and was admitted for a month due to all the injuries I had.

Once I was cured, I joined the University. Justin was my Junior, the first time I saw him was when he was getting bullied, he instantly threw me back to my school days where I got bullied for being the silent type.

I helped him, made him join my squad and made him strong but I know how much of a softie he is on the inside.

I can see he likes Emily, I know he is falling for her and trying his very best not to because of how harmful she could be for him and for us.

I want everyone in my squad to find true love but I don't want them to face anything like I did, I fell too deep for her and I don't want to see any of them as vulnerable as I was after what I faced.

I don't believe in love anymore. I hate it instead. It just makes you weak and emotionally tied up.

Mine is just lost.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Justin's voice.

"My wonderful brothers here, have some explaining to do." He barked angrily. I knew he had questions but I'm in no mood to answer them.

"Long story and I have no time for it." I sipped on the coffee which was cold by now.

"Jammy here was already sitting with her when I joined them." I glared at Tyga for using that name on me whilst he winked at me. "All I know is they were arguing over something and after she left, that's when you barged in here" He completed.

Justin straightened his shirt and sat back, pulling up his sleeves. I gave him a quick glance, before he started scrolling onto the screen.

"Why do you care?" I teased Justin, trying my best to make it sound like a damn serious question.

"Uh-what?" He responds not looking up.

"Yeah buddy, why?" Tyga joins, smirking at him.

"I-I She is a bad news for us and I don't like when you guys get close to someone we know is behind the mess and wants to destroy us." He sighs again and goes back to the scrolling.

"As if I believe." We heard Tyga mumbled gaining a death glare from Justin.

Oh boiii why didn't I think of this before!

I gulped down my coffee and dialed Nathan and Chris calling them over at my place.

I walked up to my car asking Ty and Justin to reach up to my place.

I drove straight to my house thinking of ways to do it.

Gotta plan this out now.

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