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Am I really that bad??
I mean I did go from Dominic to Jack to Dante in less than 6 months...
Does that make me a hoe?
Am I a hoe?!!!
I stopped jogging, bending over slightly and placing my hands above my knees to help catch my breath. I stand back up and squirt some water into my mouth, wiping it afterwards and looking out into the distance.
This isn't who I am... I've never been the type of person to go from guy to guy... Dominic really fucked things up for me. I've been a mess ever since.
Well actually- I've been a mess ever since I met Jack. He ruined everything! My almost 4 year relationship, my almost 2 month relationship, my career.... and now he's calling me a hoe.
Maybe I should go see him? See how he's doing? This isn't gonna go well.... but maybe it will.
I finished my jog before going back to my building & quickly showering and reapplying makeup and choosing a cute outfit.
I tie my vans before grabbing my keys and going down to my car. The whole drive I bite my nails and wipe my sweaty palms on my leggings. Why am I even doing this??
Before I have the chance to change my mind, I pull into the driveway of his house. Fuck, no turning back now...
I park the car and take a deep breath before grabbing my phone and exiting the car. Here goes nothing.
I walk up to the door and knock, my nerves instantly getting the best of me.
I hear heavy footsteps and then the door is swung open and here I am face to face with the man that ruined my relationship.
"Jaide?" He asks confused.
"Uh- hey Domo" I weakly smile and awkwardly wave. He stares at me for a minute before clearing his throat and motioning me inside.
I step in, acting as if I've never seen the place just so I can make the situation less awkward.
"So um.. how've you been?" He asks scratching the back of his neck after closing the door. We walk to his couch and plop down a few feet away from each other.
"I've been better, but what about you?" I ask, genuinely interested.
"I'm still trying to get over you if I'm being honest.." he mumbles and my heart skips a beat.
"Me too.. it's hard to throw away almost 4 years of your life.. I don't know how you did it" I sadly laugh and he frowns.
"I don't even know what I was thinking Jaide.... I was too caught up in the idea of you and Jack that I didn't realize I was ruining my own relationship. If I could do things differently, I would go back and change everything" He finishes.
