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I open my eyes and just stare at the ceiling. My miscarriage hasn't been brought up by anyone in a little over a year, for obvious reasons.
Once I start thinking about him, there's no stopping it. I just wonder what he would have looked like. Probably brown eyes like mine and Domo's. Thick curly dark hair. Tan skin. Chubby little fingers. Rosie cheeks that bounce when he runs. Sparkly eyes and a perfect smile. And maybe even some dimples.
I smile to myself. Babies with dimples are adorable... my smile drops as I think about where he is now.
Heaven maybe? Yeah probably.. he's probably up there running around and playing with my mom. Ah, the She always wanted a grandson. She would've loved him.
Oh who am I kidding, I would have loved him..
"You're overthinking again." Jacks voice breaks me out of my trance.
"Hm, no I'm fine." I weakly shoot him a smile as his bare arms wrap around me and pull me closer.
"It's okay to think about it, but it's not okay to let it rule your whole life." He wisely speaks and my eyebrows furrow.
"I know, it's just hard because my life would've been completely changed if I still had him." I frown.
"Yeah, you'd probably still be with Dominic." He says in a tone that I'm praying wasn't meant to be as rude as it sounds.
"If I could change things, I'd still have my baby, but I'd be raising him with you" I say and look up at Jack and kiss his cheek. He smiles at me.
"How many kids do you want?" He sits up and leans against the backboard.
"Two. One boy and one girl." I excitedly smile.
"I want three." He pouts.
"Are you kidding me Jack? I'm gonna look so gross after 3 kids!" I laugh but I actually mean it.
"You'll always be the most beautiful woman in my eyes." He smiles before kissing me. "So when are we gonna start having babies?" He asks laughing.
"I don't know. I mean I'm only 21 and you're 23." I shrug.
"Well if you were pregnant now I'd be happy but maybe in a year or so would I actually wanna plan for one" he chuckles again and I nod.
"That sounds perfect." I smile.
"You sound perfect" He smirks and licks his lips before beginning to kiss all over my face.
"Jack stop!" I laugh as he starts going lower and lower.
"Maybe I don't want to" He smirks up at me as he reaches the bottom of my stomach. I squeeze my legs together to create friction, only to have him pull them apart and start pulling down my sweats and cheekies. Starting the day off with some head, hell yeah!
He slowly kisses the inside of my thighs once I'm exposed and I'm getting frustrated.
"JACK HURRY UP OR IM GOING TO SIT ON YOUR FUCKING FACE!" I yell aching for his attention. He smirks and gets off his knees.
"I like that idea better." He says and my face drops but rises with a smirk.
He lays down on the bed and puts his head on the pillows. He grabs the back of my thighs and guides me over his face. I suddenly feel his hot wet tongue on my core as my hands reach out to grip the headboard. Holy fucking shit.
His tongue explores me folds, clit and even enters me a few times and I feel overwhelmed at the feeling.
Eventually I come undone on his tongue and he licks me clean. I collapse beside him and look over at him.
"New favorite morning position: cowgirl on your face. We should try 69 sometime!" I say all happily and he laughs.
"That's next on the list babygirl." He says before kissing me.
"Mm pineapples" I say as I taste what's left from me on his lips. He smirks.
"Why do you think I love doing that so much" he chuckles a sexy chuckle.
"You're disgusting!!" I yell and laugh.
"But you love it!!" He laughs at me.
"No, but I love you" I wink and lick his cheek.
"Ew what the fuck!" He giggles and it's the cutest but hottest thing ever. "I don't love you anymore" He looks the other way and pouts his lip.
I reach down to his member and grab it and pump him 3 times fast and hard and his eyes meet mine and he's smirking.
