Puberty ~ Jack Gilinsky

Update on Me lmaooo

soooooo y'all remember the dude I talked so much shit about in the last update ? Lmaoooo weeeellll... that was all in November.

December: (still long distance)
-we became friends again and started getting goofy with each other and he would help me through shit like anxiety
-confessed I still wanted to be w him after EVERYTHING he did
-basically said he didn't think things could be the same

January:
-I took him off all social media's and got a new phone/ phone number so he had NO way to reach me

February:
-nothing

March:
-I surprise tf out of ALL my friends and HIM and move back to my old town and show up AT SCHOOL LOOKING BOMB ASF
-I GOT A CLASS WITH HIM AND HE LEFT CLASS TWICE TO CALL OUR FRIEND BC HE DIDNT BELIEVE IT WAS ME
-tried to be mature and be friends

April:
-he wanted me to chase him so I started doing my own thing Bc I'm not gonna chase someone that messed up
-started talking to new guy (also a light skin with green eyes) but that ended FAST Bc he got way too attached talking about moving away with me LMAO
-I went to a 420 party and some black guy came up to me and asked for my number which I said no but he kept trying so I gave it to him
-went to the movies with this guy (who has been stabbed in the face & set people's hair on fire) and had my first kiss w him
-realized he was obsessed w me and crazy and cut him off
-prom came and I talked to dominick (the one I had all the problems with) and we said we should've danced together

May:
-dominick started paying more attention to me and walking me to my classes and hugging me
-came to my house and laid in my bed and kissed me but said he didn't know if he wanted a relationship with me
-I cut him off (again)
-grad nite came and I FUCKED SHIT UP (there was a little rave/party for all the seniors at California adventures til 3 in the morning and I was dancing ALL UP ON THESE FINE ASS LIGHTSKINS
-back at school everyone started talking about how crazy I was and how I kept getting asked for my snap and number and HE HEARD and would try to listen to my convos and even make people trade him seats so he could hear better
-he spent the day at a beach with a girl and when he got home TEXTED ME LMAOOO

June:
-senior walk out came and we all got in trouble Bc some stupid fucks (dominick was one of them) decided to jump on/ dent a cop car
-after that^ I was having a lil pool party and one of my friends invited his friends and HE WANTED TO COME AFTER HE FOUND OUT I WAS HOSTING IT
-I ignored him the whole time even tho everyone said he was staring at me and watching me dance and would NOT take his eyes off me wherever I went
-my friend heard him say "I came for her but she won't even talk to me"
-graduation comes, but they didn't let him walk across the stage Bc the cops came and took him away during graduation practice and I panicked and texted him to see if he was okay and I was the only one he texted when he was at the station and he was like "whoa u still care?"
-we stop talking again.
-I host another pool party and my friends (his best friends) were like "yo can we slide" so I was like yeah sure I'll just avoid him again
-they come, and he says hi and I'm like ????
-my friend hears him say "I'm gonna try again with her"
- he decides to be playful and splash me and try to talk to me
-sneaks up behind me and pulled me onto his lap IN THE POOL
-tried to make out but I kept saying no
-I gave in, we made out, he stayed til 10:30
-next day, HE TOLD ME HE THOUGHT WE WERE JUST HAVING FUN AND I WAS HURT ASF BUT SAID "let's keep having fun then" just Bc I wanted him in my life for some reason...
-a few nights later we sneak him and his friend into my friends house. They spent the night and me and dominick got one room and my friend and his friend got the other
-I got fingered for the first time and we made out A LOTTTT
-he started randomly leaving forehead kisses or holding my hand or kissing my cheek or playing with my hair and anytime my phone would go off he'd check it
-he was FINALLY acting right with me