dear diary↝nomin

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dear diary,

it's been 6 months since i've spoken to you. my mom has learned to stop asking questions about you, she's figured out you're never coming back. i've gotten closer to renjun, and mom likes him a lot. i'm glad you introduced us. at least something good came of that night.

renjun suggested that i stop writing in my journal, maybe i should. this is the last time i write in here. the last time i write to you, jaemin.

i'm happier now with renjun. he asked me on a date the other day, it went fantastic. i know he'll treat me better than you ever did. i'm not mad at you anymore for what you did to me. i've gotten over you. i don't think i'll never be able to forget all of the memories we made together growing up, but i know i can forget the way you made me feel during those few months we were together. renjun helped a lot with that. i never did thank you for introducing me to him.

i hope that you're happy, jaemin. i hope you find someone who makes you as happy as you used to make me. i'll always care for you jaemin and you'll always have a place in my heart. but i've moved on. i don't love you anymore.