I awoke to ear-shattering yelling coming from the kitchen. What a lovely way to start the morning. I shot up in my bed and pulled the covers off of my body. As I walked toward the bathroom the yelling never stopped. It's like Jonah thinks I'll do anything for him. Then again, if he raises his fist, I will. I splashed cold water over my soft face, making sure that it woke me up. I squeezed white tooth paste onto my tooth brush and stuck it into my mouth. Even though I'm obviously awake, Jonah keeps yelling. He won't make me go any faster.
Once I got a pair of shorts and a plain T-shirt on I headed to the kitchen. Jonah was there attempting to cook eggs. He glared at me, giving me the you-are-worthless look. I pushed him aside and threw out the pathetic excuse for a breakfast he was trying to make. He smiled, I did exactly what he wanted me to. I'm such an idiot. I grabbedd the eggs from the fridge and threw them on the counter.
"I would like 2 eggs with a piece of toast, babe." He ordered, a victorious grin across his face. I shivered at what my life has become, a cook, a sex toy, and a punching bag for Jonah. I wanted to runout the door, but first stick a knife in his leg. Instead I proceeded with making us breakfast, I'm weak and worthless.
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"That dick should be hit by a bus, and I want to be driving it!" Cameron screamed with anger. I couldn't help but laugh, actually I want to be driving it. I seem to always forget that a little bit of the old me shines through when I'm with my friends. They are seriously they only reason I haven't jumped off the top of a building.
"Or I could go sky-diving with him and cut holes in his parachute!" Violet shouted with anger.
"He shouldn't have a parachute!" Isabella chuckled. I admired all of they're amazing ideas to happiness. Sadly I have thought of all of them, we need new ideas. I looked up at the blue sky, scattered with white puffy clouds. I wish I was a cloud, those bastards have it so god damn easy. The heat in the air was scortching, but I didn't care, anything was better than that hell hole I call a home. I turned to see my friends, Violet, Isabella, Cameron and Vanessa. They are so beautiful, Cameron always speaks her mind and has a smile on her face, Violet is brave and so loud, Isabella is shy but is one of the most funny people I've ever met and Vanessa is so quirky and trustworthy. What am I? Why can't I be unique and amazing like my friends? I know I'm only 20 years old but I want to know who I am!
"Jen, I really think that you should leave him, he is abusive, we all know u didn't run into a pole." Violet said sternly.
"Yeah you suck at excuses, seriously." Vanessa murmured, her brown hair spread around her head on the grass. I turned my head towards her, she looked so pretty in the sunlight, everyone did.
"Guys, I want to leave that douche bag behind so bad, but you know I can't. He took all my money and the lease is under his name. I don't have enough money to move right now, but when I do I will start my life, go back to school and find a man who actually loves me." I explained feeling the sob in the back of my throat. I hope that those dream actually come true, if only I didn't get tangled into Jonahs abusive web.
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Save Me Tonight (One Direction Fanfic)
FanfictionJen was happy. She started her first year of University and was loving it. When her parents died in a freak accident she drops out. She is now 20 years old and in an abusive relationship with a man named Jonah. He took her money and the house is un...