Save Me Tonight (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 6

The way I was sharing my life is unusual, the words are just flying out of my mouth naturally. Back and forth our conversation goes. We must have been talking for at least 2 hours. Louis has made me laugh about a billion times, and surprisingly I made him laugh. I remember making people laugh, like it was a second nature. This boy is making me find myself again. His eyes light up every time I accidentally slip and say something about my personal life. It was like he was trying to crack a code of my secrets. 

"Jen, your wonderful company! I hope that you feel better than you did a few hours ago?" Louis asked, his British accent luring me in. I laughed at the ground shyly. He placed his hand over mine. Yes I know this one! I thought while tangling my fingers in with his. I started to squeeze and he did the same back. 

"Louis, being with you makes me feel happy." I admitted it may not sound like much but it's something really great for me. He laughed, giving me a genuine smile. He gulped the last bit of tea in his cup and got up out of the booth. He gestured for me to follow. 

"5:30am, I'm not even tired. I'm with you, your to great to make me wanna sleep." He chuckled while pulling me out of the cafe. I laughed as he yelled good morning to no one in particular. This boy was wonderful, he had so much love to give away. I wan't to be the same, I'm doing good so far.

"Toronto is lovely in the morning! Would you like to explore with me?" I exclaimed, I was surprisingly spontaneous. He chuckled while nodding. I let go of his grasp and ran down the street. The air was moist as it brushed past me. All the bad thoughts flew away the harder I ran, I began to laugh and skip down the street. Louis was close behind, his eyes locked on me. 

"Where are we going!?" Louis yelled while laughing. 

"I have no idea!" I yelled back, still jumping around. It was weird how this one boy could make me forget everything, just leave all my cares at the door and live in a fantasy. I noticed I was running on grass now. I was in Chestnut Park. I stared up at the sky, it was a navy blue but lit up by the sun making its way towards its daily job. I must have lost all focus because Louis was running in front of me. I bumped into him and sent us both flying, I crashed right on top of him. My hair fell to one side, I was touching noses with him. He was so close, I breathed his breaths. We stared at each other, our gazes intense. He gave me a magnificent smile, I returned it with a little giggle. I turned over onto my back so I was facing the sky, that was lit a little bit more now. 

His hand clasped onto mine. We just lay'd there on the grass, staring at the sky with our hands held. I turned my head towards him and he did the same to me. We stared at each other for a second before smiling. I felt something for this boy that I've never felt for anyone else in my life. I kept smiling at him, secretly wishing this moment would last forever.

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Louis stood at the end of my street, both of his hands around mine. He looked me straight in the eyes.

"I had a wonderful time, I need to see you more, your absolutely wonderful to be around. Don't for get to call me, love." Louis concluded, while never breaking our gaze. He suddenly leaned in and kissed my cheek. His lips were soft and warm, I hope next time it won't be the cheek. My face flushed in nervousness. 

"Agreed, we have to see each other again. Thank you for the lovely morning, good bye."  I said, my face getting hot from his kiss. He made me want to sing and dance. As Louis walked away, I wanted so bad to chase after him and tell him everything.

As I walked towards my house, the bad thoughts caught up with me. Jonah will be there when I get home, sleeping soundly. The man who is supposed to love me and make me feel the way Louis did today. Instead he hits, yells and even raped me. 

As I quietly entered the house I made sure that Jonah was still asleep. I slipped off my jeans and hoodie and grabbed my PJ's. I went down to the kitchen and put on some coffee. I sat at the table and thought about what happened today. 

Louis Tomlinson, from One Direction, told me I was wonderful, beautiful and a lot of other stuff. He made me feel good about myself and actually managed to squeeze the real me out. He made me feel weak at the knees by just kissing my cheek. He was Mr. Right, or did he just seem that way because I'm so used to Jonah? I realized Louis doesn't know about Jonah, he is supposed to be my "boyfriend" but he isn't at all. He basically fucked me over with my money and now I have to stay with him. Why can't Jonah just get hit by a bus? Louis is great, do I have an exception to cheat? It isn't really cheating if I'm not really dating Jonah.

All these thoughts were too jumbled to make out right now. I slipped into bed, finishing my coffee before laying down and thinking about what Louis's and my next date will be like. As I thought I drifted off into a deep sleep.