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Slowly my vision started to clear up and I heard a "beep beep beep" my head hurt like shit and I relised I was in a hospital. a tall man was leaning over me "Samantha Coleman" the man asked "yes" I said my voice shaky. then all the memories came flooding back I quickly crawled up the bed and held my knees "Samantha I'm not going to hurt you I'm here to help you, my name is detective joe I am the case worker of your case" I started to ease up a little and I magaged the words "what happend to my family" he just looked at me with pity and said "that information is classified. That pissed the crap out of me I wanted to know where the hell my family was and what the hell was going on "where is my family and what the hell is going on" I asked with a shaky voice but stern. Joe sighed and begun "you are in the hospital you were raped and hit by your fathers co-worker and your mom was shot she is in critical condition your father is in custody your sister lily is in the room across from you with a concision and Lizzie well I'm afraid I don't no what happend to Lizzie when we got to your house your mom was lying on the ground along with you and your sister your father was rocking back and forth shouting no and that's all we found no trace of your sister Lizzie I'm sorry Samantha". as soon as he was done I felt tears begin to form in my eyes and my heart become hollow I don't no how I could ever trust anyone again after what happen I was raped and abbused. I was broken.

Later that day I was relised from the hospital I had a bruse on my face but no serious damage they said it should heal within a week, but the damage done was not on the outside but on the in. I was told to hang out at the hospital until lily woke up she was bound to wake up within 3 hours these doctors really are maricle workers. So until then I decided to go visit my mom I was very cautions walking down the hallway I learned from the couple hours iv been awake that I was now afraid of everyone touching me exsept my family and I no longer enjoyed having conversations with people I was a emotionally screwed up teenager like for example if someone tired to give me a hug I would tense up and say I had to go and I constantly felt like someone was after me I bet people thought of me as a self controlled bitch who didn't like to be touched.

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As I walked into my moms room I saw there were nurses surrounding her and her screen was going crazy I heard one of the workers say she was not going to make it then they turned around and saw me they must have noticed that my face was a ghostly white so one of the nurses came over to comfort me "oh honey I'm sure she will we ok" she started rubbing me back I felt chills go down my spine she was making me nervous, she noticed and quickly took her hand off my back "sorry did I make you feel uncomfortable?" she asked looking guilty I just smiled and said "no I'm just a little shook up" she gave me a small pity smile and once everyone left the room my mom said "hey don't cry I'm going to be ok" she must have noticed my damn tears "I no mom" I managed to say trying not to make myself cry even more after what seemed like forever of holding her hand the detective came in and said "I need to talk to you for a moment please follow me" so I smiled at my mom and started to follow detective joe down the hallway. when we came to a door I was hesitant to go into it he must have noticed because he said "your sisters in there" so I slowly opened the door and saw my sister sitting there her blue eyes were a dull grayish color and she was in a wheelchair with a bandage on her head I walked over to her and gave her a tight hug "how are you feeling" I asked "ok" she shrugged "you?" I wanted to answer her truthfully but I no the truth would hurt her so I lied "I'm holding up ok" she gave me a weak smile then detective joe said "as you two know you were harmed and we have not caught the man who has done it" we were silent "and I'm afraid we will have to put you two somewhere safe and you will not be able to have contact with home" "so you are putting us in witness protection program" lily interrupted. joe continued "no I will be placing you to in different areas you will be saying with family members." "wait we won't be together" I shouted "I'm afraid not" then lily started crying and joe tried to calm her down "I'm sorry it's for your own good lily you will be staying with your uncle rob in tienesse and for you Sammy we will have to put you somewhere special, as you know your aunt Lacey lives in London with her husband Carl you will be staying with them attending a boarding school called birchwood you will be living there about 1 hour away from London where your aunt lives."

I was completely blown away I didn't have words for what my expression was I hated him for taking me away from my sister but I knew it was for our own good I glanced over at lily and she was just staring at me in shock "I'm so sorry this happened to you girls be ready to leave by Tommorow". Joe had a taxi drive us to our house we had to be careful cause it was under survalince but they made an exception, we gathered all out things and headed to the hotel we were staying at the ride there was very quiet lily has been released from the hospital so she was free to walk..... when our car pulled up at the hotel we got out and slowly made our way to the trunk to get out bags we walked in checked into the hotel and once we got to our room we just sat there in shock no words just complete silence soaking up everything that just happened and how we were never going to be the same ever again.