How To Trust|HS

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HARRYS POV

we can't go to a fucken funeral! Especially for josh Greene, I no this is harsh to say but I don't give a fuck about him, he's crossed the line to many times. "I don't think so" I say pressing my lips into a straight line "harry just because you didn't like him doesn't mean you don't go to his fucken funeral for gods sake harry" she says shaking he head did she want to go to this funeral? did she have feelings for josh? no she couldn't have. "Why do you want to go so badly" I asked sounding quite annoyed "I don't no I just think it would be nice to pay our respects" she says "right" I say sarcastically "oh no harry" she says "what" I snap she puts her head in her hands "your not thinking that I liked josh are you?" she groaned "I don't no sam" I say "can't you just trust me?" she asks "I do" I admit, I do trust sam, in fact she's the only one I trust. "Then please believe me when I say I didn't have feeling for josh and I never will" she says sitting down on my bed, I join her "it's just hard, you know about my jealousy problem" I say quietly. "I know" she sighs laying her head on my shoulder. I pull her closer and never want to let go. she's literally all I have, al I want, all I can call mine. "is that a yes" she asked looking up at me "fine" I huff "we will go to his stupid funeral when is it?" I ask "today" she says "what" I almost shout "i no I was suprised to" she says calmly sitting up "do you have something to wear?" she asks "yeah jeans and a shirt" I say "a nice shirt" she warns and I roll my eyes "what time is it?" I ask "11:00 and the funeral is at 4:00 so we have some time to get dressed and shit" she shrugs and I nod.

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"Do I look ok?" Sam asks. holy.shit. she went to the mall earlier and bought a little white dress and black flats, her hair is in a pony tale and her makeup is darker than usual "you look amazing" I say in awe and she smiled "thank you you too" she says pecking me on the lips leaving me wanting so much more. "the only reason I'm going is to see you in that dress" I state and she laughs. I'm dead serious though if she wasn't wearing that I would already be in bed. "louis and kayley are meeting us there and so are niall and libby" she informs me as we head to my car "ok" I say, Sam looks so god damn sexy I'm not sure how much longer I will be able to contain myself. "wow" she breaths as we pull up, there are about 100 cars here "I didn't no a bastard like him had so many people that cared about him" I mutter and she gives my a disapproving glare before we exit the car. I spot Marcus and pull Sam closer to my side tightly, she wraps her arm around my Waist and looks up at me "only you" she says and I nod. This girl knows me too well. "hey" louis says walking up to us with kayley holding his hand. "hey" Sam says and I notice kayley blushed, must be one of there girly stare down things. "How long did it take?" Louis asked Sam and glanced at me then back at her "a while" she chuckled and he joined in. I'm so confused right now. I brush it off when I notice Marcus approaching us. I pull Sam tighter to me and feel my jaw clench she looks up at me and lays her head on my shoulder. "hey guys" Marcus says casually "hi" everyone exespt me replies "what do you want Marcus?" Sam sighs I pull her closer to me and she looks up at me before returning her attention to the bastard In front of her "just wanted to say thanks for coming, I helped plan the service" he says Sam nods "yup well we better get going to look for niall and Libby" I cut in and he nods and walks away. "we are right here" libby half laughs, while arm link with niall, I raise my eye brows at this sudden gesture and he blushed.

"If everyone could please make there way to the church it would be appreciated" a voice calls and Sam grabs my hand and pulls me into the church "sam" I warn "harry" she says mocking my tone, I groan while earning a few stares from crying adults, if only they knew what he did. Sam ends up sitting next to the girls and I'm directly behind her. god damn her ass looks so attractive in that dress, I'm not sure how I am containing myself. louis smirks at me and I glare at him "I'm supprised you came mate" niall whispers to me "Sam dragged me here" I groan and he chuckles. I'm glad they knew how much I don't want to he at a funreal, this fucker hit my girlfriend and here I am with the rest of these low life losers mourning over his death. some piece of shit I think was his brother is telling fucken sob stories and I want to barf in my fucken mouth and rip his head off.

"My brother was the most caring person, he would never hurt a fly, and for him to be shot is the worst thing for all of us, I still remember when we were children, he would cuddle up next to mum and sing to her, you will never find another person like him" the man said while wiping away a tear

Ok what the actual fuck was that, josh is a lying bastard and one hell of an actor because we all saw his true colors when he hit women. I can't believe the things fuck tard is saying, I am literally choking on my laugh right now. I get a few glares from people. I can't believe josh fooled all these clueless shits. thank god he's dead so they don't have to be lied to anymore.

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"No no no!" A woman I'm guessing is his mother falls to the ground on her knees as the cascade with the bastards body gets put into the ground. finally every one grabs a pad of dirt and covers up the spot, everyone soon confronts joshes family and saying how sorry they all are, I on the other hand want to go up and yell at her what her son really was, but I won't do that, this wasent her fault it was joshes. once again. I feel a tug at my hand and turn to see Sam "that wasent so bad was it?" she asks as we head back to the car. I think of the dress, that's literally all I was focused on "no" I smirk she gives me a wired glance before facing forward

'Boom' we all stop and look up to see thunder and lighting "shit" Sam screams as rain starts to pour down "come on" I tell and tug her towards the car. we soon enter it with a huff "what the fuck know one mentioned rain!" Sam exclaims looking the soaked material of her dress. "we can't drive back to campus in this" she states "there's a nearby hotel down the road" I say looking at my phone "fine stop there I'm not dying" she snaps and I huff, the things weather can do to a girl. we soon pull up into a over classy hotel "I'm not staying here" I say shaking my head "what why!" Sam asks "it's for all those rich snobs" I say "just look" and sure enough there were BMW'S Everywhere "oh come on" Sam says "no" I fight "fine I'm going in you can stay here" she says getting out. I huff and follow her into the motel "that's what I thought" she mutters and I roll my eyes

"May I help you" a bald over dresses man asks. Sams face goes pale and she looks at me, I smirk and take advantage of her nervousness "yes one room please" I say handing the man money, he looks between Sam and I and nods handing me a key "enjoy your stay at the golden gates" he shad and I nod while dragging Sam into the elevator "see even the name" I huff, I really hate fancy places, they think there better than everyone else just because of money. well I say fück that. We soon stop on the 4th floor and I find room 200 and enter it. holy shit. 1 bed, flat screen, it looks like a suite. I hear Sam gulp and enter "oh shush it's not like we haven't done this before" I tease and she glares at me

We soon get comfortable in the room and she calms down. by now my urge to strip her of that dress is to much to handle.

"Hey harry can you help me with-" she begins and before I know it she is pushed against the wall and my lips collide with hers and she doesn't kiss back at first but soon catches on and kisses back. The kiss starts to deepen and I feel myself reaching for the zipper of her dress and she freezes, out breaths hitch toghether and she looks up and me and smiles "I think I'm ready" she breaths and my smile grows and she smashed her lips back against mine and I continue on the zipper, I feel the material fall to the floor and she pushed me into the bed, she places kissed down my neck earning a soft moan to escape my lips, there's no way she hasn't done this before. she reached for the hem of my shirt and I help her rip it off, I take this advantage to take control by flipping her so she's under me, "harry" she breaths "are you sure" I ask and she nods and smiles a little "I want you to be my first" she pants and I smile. we continue our deep make out session and I feel the belt of my pants come loose and my pants fall to the floor. Sam smirks Into the kiss as she feels around my chest.

I feel her reach for the hem of my boxers and freeze. "sam" I say "harry I'm ready" she whines "no it's not that I need to get somthing" I say and her face goes red in embarrassment "right" she giggled and I get up, while slipping the condom on.

Holy shit

Sam is laying there looking absolutely

stunning and here I am smirking at her , "ready" she smiles "I always have been" I say before joining her on the bed and the magic begins.

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