How To Trust|HS

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JOSHS P.O.V.

"are you about to cry?" louis asked "no" I lied and let out a nervous chuckle. louis just walked away. Yes I was about to cry I couldn't stand seeing harry and Sam toghether. and the way she lashed out at me yesterday. it killed me but I wasent going to let down my guard in front of harry. He was a wussy. but for some reason ever sence the party she's been all close to him. was it because he didn't punch back. I didn't no but I did care I then heard the door from outside open I glanced over to see who it was. my heart dropped it was harry and Sam. he had his arm around her and she looked comfortable. I decided to go up to them "hey guys" I said "what the hell do you want" I heard harry mutter "listen I said sorry-" "yes you did. but you were forced to by the dean." how the hell did he know that. I just glanced at Sam her head was resting on his shoulder. wow she looked so beautiful with her wet hair. "look I'm senserely sorry harry" I said getting annoyed "whatever" harry mumbled and they walked off. I wish I could have punched his face right I'm like at the party. and I would have but Sam was there. I don't understand why she was so defensive of harry. but I wish she would be defensive of me but I knew that wasent going to happen Intill I proved to her that I was truly sorry and a good person.

SAMMYS P.O.V.

"Look I'm really sorry harry" I heard josh say. he was right in front of me but I was entered in my thoughts. Like why was he such a bitch? why was he just now coming to apoliagize? and the final question that I dreaded was did he like me? he kept staring at me and his eyes read please give me another chance. I could forgive him but I still have mixed feelings for harry. once josh walked away I knew the conversation was over. harry looked down at me and I smiled. we kept walking down the empty hall I'm glad we were taking this way I really don't feel like being social with anybody. but harry. that's why I tuned josh out he's a bitch and he always will be but I do admire that he came to have a sinsre apoliage this time. "where are we going" I asked harry "I really have no idea where the hell we are going. I just giggled. I looked up and saw harry smiling to himself "why are you smiling to your self?" I asked curious "because I have you." he said With a smile. I just hit his chest playfully. I pulled away from his chest. now he only had his arm around my shoulder. "hey can I show you somthing." He asked looking into my eyes. "what is it" I questioned "it's a suprise." he said with a dimpled smirk. "fine" I said he just smiled and we walked back to my dorm "hey I will meet you outside at my car in 30 minutes" "ok" I said and with that he walked off I turned and walked into my dorm no one was there so I decided to out on some warm chlotes... I decided on a pair of black leggings and a blue and black sweater I decided to put my hair up in a pony tale..... 30 min later...... I was making my way to the parking lot when I ran into to niall "sorry" he said has Irish accent seemed in a hurry "you ok niall" I asked "yeah got to go bye" I just shrugged and continued waking. once I was waiting by Harrys car I saw him walk out the doors heading towards me. "hey" he said "hi can you please tell me where we are going." I pleaded "no just wait" he said "ugh fine" I mumbled he smirked at me I just playfully ignored him. about 20 minutes later we reached a little house. Harry just smiled at me and we got out of the car and he took my hand. and led me into the house. it was a nice house white and black furniture, Woden floors, and a kitchen he led me back to a bedroom. I froze. my eyes went wide and I let go of my grasp on his hand. I guess he could tell what's wrong because he said "that's not why I'm here Sammy I promised I wouldn't try anything I have absolutely no erge to. I could tell he was telling the truth because he didn't show any sighs of lying. "who's room is this" I asked "mine" I looked at him confused "well this is like my second home I come here when I want to get away from hell this is where my dad stays when he's not at the school." I nodded my head. I walked over to a picture "who are they" I pointed to a girl and her mom "my mom and sister". he was looking at the ground "harry if there's somthing your hiding you can trust me. he sighed and begun "when I was done my sister mom and dad and I lived here in London then when I was 8 my dad started cheating on my mom and he would say he was going on business trips but he was seeing other woman and he abused me and my sister we would be hit to death. so my sister mom and I were forced to move to the states after she divorced him but after a couple years my mom realized my dad had opened up a school and he wanted me or my sister to come live with him and attend the school so she sent me away because me sister had to much anger towards him, I hated to my dad for what he did to my family. I never thought i would be a able to forgive him but I learned to forgive him because no matter what he's my dad and and I may not get along with him but I try. " my mind was blown I didn't no harry had that type of past. I felt my eyes start to water but I held back the Tears and took his hand and managed "harry I'm so sorry" " life happens" he was looking at the ground but then he looked up our eyes meant. and all of a sudden I had this tingly feeling in my body are faces slowly moved closer to each other's and before I knew it are lips were touching. my body lit up like a light blab and after about a minute I pulled away. "I'm sorry harry I'm not ready for a realtionship" my voice was shaky. he just stared at me. I started to get up "Sam wait" I heard him yell after me I burst out the door tears making there way to my eyes I started running back towards the school. it was about 3 miles away I managed to run the hole way. I burst into the dorm crying. kayley was there she quickly came over to me "what happend" she searched my eyes looking for an answer "harry and I kissed". my voice was shaky she could tell I was terrified her eyes winded. and she just hugged me I squeezed my eyes shut and didn't move. me and harry kissed. what the hell was this world coming to?