How To Trust|HS

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SAMMYS POV

It's been two days sense the hotel and the funeral and... well you know, things have been amazing, now that I showed harry I'm not shy anymore he has been doing small things that can make my day in an instant, he's more public affectionate and other things I can't describe, and not to mention I am no longer a virgin and I lost it to the only person I want. harry. "sam wake the hell up" lily screams into my ear "what" I groan "we have plans today and you need to get up" she says "what plans?" I ask I don't remember any plans. "today I'm introducing you to luke" she beams "ok I'm up" I say rubbing my eyes. "hurry he will be here in 20 minutes and we are going out to lunch" she says "lunch? why am I going" I ask "we need someone to drive" she states like it is the most obvious thing ever "fine" I grumble and she smiles in victory, I get up and shuffle over to the closet pulling on jeans, a cami and the sweatshirt harry gave to me it says 'styles' on the back, I don't feel like gettig dressed up today. I then go to the bathroom and brush out my tangled hair and pull it into a lose braid, then apply some makeup and re-enter the main room. "wow that was quick" lily says, she looks me up and down and scowls "why are you wearing that" she asks "ok me and my car can go somewhere else" I bribe and she rolls her eyes and laughs "fine but be nice" she warns "right" I mutter, i don't feel up to driving to into London with Luke and lily making missy faces at each other for 2 hours. there then is a knock on the door as I am pulling on my short uggs. "hey" a boy beams and pecks lily on the cheek then turns to me. "Luke this is my sister sammy" lily beams and I smile, the sophomore has dirty blonde hair that is styled nicely, and he has on casual jeans and a plain white button down shirt, id say he's about 3 inches taller than me and 5 inches taller than lily. "hi I'm luke" he says extending his hand, "sammy" I say and shake his hand. he smiles at lily "she's the driver" lily says and he nods "Unfourtantly" I say and they laugh, we all exit the room and head towards my car, and the shit begins "you look so cute today" I hear lily squeal from behind "no you do" I hear Luke reply and lily giggled, doesn't this shit only happen in the movies, I sigh and we soon reach the end of the hall thankfully. "hey Sam we are going to stop in the caferita really quick" lily says "why" I ask "I have to tell some one somthing" she says and I nod. they exit into the caferita and I sigh, I then feel arms rap around me from behind, I instantly smile at the smell "don't you look classy today" a raspy voice whispers In my ear casing me to shiver "why thank you" I say pretending to be proud. I am turned around to come face to face with harry. "morning" he says pecking my lips "morning" I smile, see this public affection from him has already make me forget the hideous plans ahead and the kiddy shit. "why are you just waiting here" he asks, I rap my arms around his neck and put my lay my head on his chest and sigh "I'm being forced to drive lily and her date to get Something to eat why they make kissing faces in the rear view mirror" I groan, harry chuckles deeply "please help me" I say playfully looking back into his eyes, he smiles, showing his dimples "sorry" he says and I groan and throw my head back. "whats this?" lily asks making me jump. harry slithers his hand around my waist and we face lily and luke. Luke's eyes go wide and he looks between harry and I "is there a problem?" harry spits, I would have scolded him about being rude but I am wondering the sam thing. "um... Harry I didn't no you were dating her?" Luke fumbles with his words, what the hell? harry tightens his grasp on my waist "well I am" he spits and Luke gulps "ok what's going on?" lily asks while taking Luke's hand. "nothing" harry mutters while he has a stare down with luke "no what is it?" I ask pulling away from his tight grasp. I all of a sudden feel empty, harry sighs "his mum and my dad are dating" he mumbles "what" lily and I Both say I'm unison "you didn't tell me this" I say placing my hands on my hips "that's because I didn't no myself" he says "how did you not know" I snap "you have to trust me that I didnt" harry says "I don't appreciate lied" I spit "he's not lying" Luke cuts in "I told his dad not to tell him" he adds I turn back to harry "when did you find out about this?" I ask "this morning" he says to calmly "oh" I say and feel the embarrassment seek through. "Why would I lie to you" harry asks "I don't no it's just happened to many times I guess I just kind of expect it" I answer truthfully, he sighs but stays silent, I can tell he is hurt by me not beliving him. i walk over to him and take his hand, he looks up at me "Im sorry" I say, it's usually him saying sorry. he sighs "yeah I do tend to come off that way" he admits, that caught me off guard, he then pulls me to him and I kiss him deeply, "we should get in more fights" he mutters smiling a little "we should" I laugh and lay my head on his chest "um guys" lily says, my head snaps to her "right" I say pulling away from harry but he doesn't let go of my hand "I should come" he says. I stay silent this isn't up to me, I look to lily and she is looking at me, ok maybe it is, "okay" I beam, I'm glad Harrys comming, when I'm not with him lately it just feels... wrong. lily smiled and Luke gulps, harry may have changed a little but the attitude and reputation of everyone being scared of him is still there, we need to work on that. He smiles a little and grabs my hand while the other 2 follow us out to the car. "what place did you want to go exactly?" I ask from the drivers seat. "Denny's" lily pipes and Luke nods. I can't believe harry and Luke are practically step brothers. they obviously don't like each other, I can see Luke shooting harry disproving looks for a reason a don't no. I get that they are polar oppsets, Luke is clean cut, slicked back hair, sweater vest, kahkis. then we have harry, wild slicked back curly hair, skinny jeans and hot v-neck shirts. I personally like harry better. I see harry returning Luke's gestures and sigh, this seems to happen with everyone. Luke seems like a nice guy and all, he's pleasant, cute, friendly. I see why lily likes him, but he honestly isn't my type, iv never really had a type but iv never dated anyone like luke,i may have all A's but I'm not a goody-two shoes. I let harry and Luke keep there little game up until it started to become noticable. I lay my hand on top of Harrys and he jumps a little but instantly relaxes "this needs to stop" i whisper to him, he gives me a confused look "the staring shit" I say and he pales "he started it" he says like a child would, I roll my eyes and sigh. he takes our inter-winded hands in his lap and traces circles on my knuckles, it's funny how fast his mood can change. But I have grown use to it, my favorite is vulnerable harry. "here we are" I announce as we pull up in front of the building. I climb out of the car and am followed by the other three. I hear Harrys boots fall into step with my steps. I can also hear lily and mr.clean cut giggling up a storm. I really don't know what's wrong with me, maybe Harrys negativity is rubbing off on me. oh well. I pull the door open, not bothering to hold it open for them. "you okay?" Harry asks me with concern on his face "fine" I say and force a smile, I don't want to be here I want to be at my dorm eating chips and watching CSI. we are soon seated and a waitress with long blonde hair, piercing green eyes and a great body approach us. just great. "hi what can I get you" she asks, with a friendly smile.

Bitch.

She keeps a close eye on harry, I feel something spark inside of me, I suddenly feel the urge to tackle this whore to the ground and rip her blonde hair out. "I'll have the pancakes please" luke says interrupting my plan to take this slut down. she scribbles it on her notepad and smiles. I glacé at harry and he is looking down at a menu like there's no problem here, "I'll have the small waffled" lily says and the she nods. she turns her attention to harry and i. I am just about fuming right now. stupid jealousy, now I know how harry feels when he sees any guy talking to me. harry looks up from the menu and his expression remains nuteral, I notice the waitress 'accidentally' make her little outfit shorter. I will literally kick her. "What would you like" she asks harry sweetly while twirling her hair trying to get his attention. I am literally shaking right now and I'm sure it's noticeable, I suddenly grab Harrys hand and he gives me a confused looks before giving me a small dimpled closed smile. the waitress looks annoyed now. serves her right. I lean into harry "ill have a tea please" I say, I'm sure she can hear the amusement in my voice. "I wasn't talking to you" she snaps and sticks her chest out a little, I want to laugh at her attempt "I'll have eggs" harry says quietly, while wrapping his arms around me waist until his hands combine. take that bitch. the waitress puts on the fakes damn Smile and leaves. Sam 1 slut 0. I smirk to Myself and sit up straight. everyone is now staring at me "what the hell was that" lily asks looking humored "that was a whore who thinks she is hot" I say harshly and everyone's jaws drop. i notice harry shift uncomfortably, it didn't even hit me to think how awkward that must have been for him. I feel a punch of guilt hit me in the face and I turn to harry "sorry" I mutter, he looks at me with confusion clear on his face "what was that about" he asks I sigh "she was hitting on you and I though that mabye...." I trial off and feel my cheeks flush. his face falls with realization "I wouldn't do that to you" he stated "I no" I sigh and he looks down with guilt "sorry" he muttere, my face shoots up "for what" I ask a little to loudly "for giving you that idea" he says "you didn't my head did" I say. he stays silent "guys let's just drop it, harry wouldn't do that and Sam needs to contain her jealousy" lily says. ha I need to, harry has his moments. not now sammy. the slut comes back with our food and shots me a glare while she batters her eye lashes at harry. ok iv had enough "he's taken" I say accidentally out loud. oh no. the girls face flushed "I-I don't no what your talking about"she stutters mixed with a nervous laugh. idiot. "yes you do" I say and she pouts "well im better than you" she shoots. "what did you just fucken say" harry butts in looking very timid. here we go. she looks taken aback "nothing" the girl mutters "don't talk to her nor me or our table can we please have a new waiter" he asks and she scowls "no" she spits. We end up getting a new waiter and we eat in silence. "let's go" lily mutters and we all follow her to the car. once we are all seated in the car we all turn to harry.

He sighs and fidgets with his hands.

AN

HEY guys I will try to update ASAP!! school just started and it's getting in the way of me and my love of writing :/ so don't give up on this yet!!! I won't abandon this story... I just had the need to say that