How To Trust|HS

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SAMMYS POV

This morning I woke up and couldn't bring myself to get out of bed. of course they canceled classes today, so I just lay there in complete and utter shock. josh is dead. dead. that word seems so sereal, I never imagined that I would be threatened to be shot and then my predator dies right Infront of my eyes. I was with harry up until about 11:00 last night. I still don't remember why I left but I did. out of everything that has happened I never imagined at would all end by josh getting shot. I knew he was going to get punished severely but not by ending his life. I'm sure I'm not the only one still I'm shock from last night. I have witniced so much here at birch wood over the last 7 monthes. We've had our ups and down but we made it. 2 monthes until graduation and everyone goes there separate ways. I'm not sure what's going to happen to harry and I but all I know is we will be toghether. I let those thoughts slip when I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to see louis, "come in" I mumble and he does so "Kayleys still asleep" I inform him "I no" he says "I came here to talk to you" he says "oh" I all I say "how are you feeling with you no everything going on" he asks, I sigh and take a seat on my bed "I'm okay you?" I ask facing him "okay" he shrugs. me and louis chat for a bit before he says goodbye and leaves. "who was that" kayley mutters "louis" I reply, her head shoots up and I can't help but laugh a little "what did he want" she asked "to talk and stuff nothing big" I say she nods "are you to like...." my voice trailed off "I don't really no" she says biting her lip and smiling shyly. I just laugh at her reaction and she joins in. "you still shocked about yesterday?" I ask and the room seems to darkens "a little" she says I nod.

As we head towards the cafeteria for breakfast there seems to be no change in the everyday enviorment, normal loud teenagers. "hey" louis says smiling at us a we sit down at the table with our Food. i look around the table and notice someone is missing.....

"Hey where's harry?" I ask louis "oh he didn't come, he woke up this morning really sore" he informs me. "I thought he was getting better" I state "he was, he was taking medicine to ease the pain but now I guess he's feeling it more than ever" louis says "oh" I all I can manage. harry is officially the only one hurt, louis is fully recovered, so is Marcus and josh is dead so that leaves harry. I frown to myself, poor harry i can't help but feel overly bad for him.

"Sam" kayley says snapping me out of my thoughts "hm" I ask letting her know she has my attention "you zoned out" she Informs "yeah" I say shaking my head a bit and start eating. "so I guess this is all finally over" kayley says "I guess so" I sigh "finally" I mutter we make small talk about school and the future for a bit. "hey I'm going to go" I sat begging to stand up "why so early?" louis questions "I need to get some stuff done" I reply he nods and I head into the hall.

I take a deap breath preparing myself to see harry, louis said he wasent In the best state and I emotionally can not handle it. I slowly open harrys dorm door but feel a hand on my shoulder, I jump as the person takes ahold of my wrist and leads me to the other end of the hall. I then am spinned around to face niall. what?. i give him a confused look "I wouldn't go in there" he warns, his Irish accent is thicker than usual "why" I ask with many things laced in my tone "harrys having a really hard time right now" niall informs "what do you mean?" I ask "he had a nightmare last night, and he's just been laying in bed all morning not speaking and he can barley move" niall says "oh" is all I can say, I new it was bad but not this bad "louis said he ran out of medication" I say to niall. "he did" he says "I still don't get the point" I say a little on the annoyed side, if something goes wrong I can handle it myself. "wait he has nightmears" I say bringing up the words he said minutes ago "yeah why?" niall asks "you didn't no?" he adds "no I didnt" I say, I had no idea but I think I no why. "what happened when he does" I mutter "well let's see... he thrashes in his bed,sweats, and screams" niall says certain "oh" I felt my heart break in two "how do you no all this?" I ask "iv know harry for 4 years I no things" niall chuckles. what the hell is that suppose to mean, all I No is I want to see harry despite nialls warning "I'm going to see him" I say, nialls face turns serious "don't say I didn't warn you" he says and gives me a concerned look. "I'm sure it will be fine" I assure, he gives me a small smile and stalks around the corner. I take a deep breath and head back for the door.