I haven't bothered putting author's notes in because it is all author notes. I prewrote this. It needed explaining first. I apologize about its shortness, but I am at last tired and this was shorter than I remenbered it being.
I don't really understand how the universe works, and it bugs me. What is time? How is it possible for God to exist? How does He choose when our time ends? A lot of questions, with no answers. I wonder if anyone truly knows them.
There is a reason for everything. At least, I hope so. It's funny. I always say that I'm happy being different, but in reality, I am miserable. It feels like my sanity has been slowly dripping out of a leak in my soul. If I have one. Is there such a thing as a soul, or are we all like machines? I wish I could go one day without a single painful thought. Apparently, it just isn't possible.
Are you different too? I suppose you must be, if you are willing to read this. This vomit of ideas written in a plain font on insignificant websites. It is most likely written poorly, too, but it is the only way to get my words out correctly.
Goodnight. I am going away for a while, and may write in August. Do not fear. I am not going to kill myself off. I am just going on a family trip.
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Non-FictionEssentially my thoughst put down to clear out my head a bit WARNINGS FOR TRIGGERS OF: SUICIDE, SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND RELATED A work in progress until I die. Which could be whenever? Meh
