Have you ever liked someone so much that everyone could feel it. Like you love radiated and spread everwhere. That's what happened when we were together. It just seemed like love was all around. Even though I was the only on feeling it, the only one getting butterflies.
Maybe its the way he laughed when I pouted and touched my nose. The way I never had to ask for a hug...he just knew. The way he made fun of me, but I never really got mad. The way he always told me I deserved better than this. The way he always made me feel better about myself even on my worst days.
I just wanted to be close to him. It seemed like being best friends was enough. Even if that meant helping him get the girl. It sucked hearing him talk about her like she the most amazing thing. I just sat and smiled because him being happy was worth it.
The way we clicked it was like we were made to be together, but it didn't have to be romantically. Everyday it got better. His smile, his eyes, the way he talked to me like I mattered. I always knew it was to good to be true, denied my feeling to everyone who knew.
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"Heyy Guess who?" I asked as I covered Kades eyes from behind.
"Hmmm Idk Maybe its my mom..nahh she's taller."
"You're a butt face!" I say highly offended. I'm 5'1!
"I knew it was you fart breath." He says laughing at my pout and touched my nose.
He makes me feel like a kid when he does that, but then again I don't mind.
"Why are you standing outside by yourself?" I ask.
"Oh I'm waiting for Shea. She's so cute. I think I'm going to walk her to class. Do you think I should?"
I think my heart just broke. This sucks.
"That's a great idea! Make sure you have something to talk about so it doesn't get awkward. Offer to carry her books. Make sure you ask how her day is going." I say in my best excited voice.
Fake.
I hate that I have to act excited about this, but what kind of friend would be if I didn't. I just wanna find a nice rock and climb under it.
"Okay, got it." He noddes like he's taking mental notes.
I walk away feeling drained of all my energy.
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In My Head
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