In My Head

Chapter 6

*DREAM*

I feel alive, like I'm flying through the air. No boundaries. Nothing holding me back. I look over at the most beautiful little child with a laughter of gold. I feel arms snake around my waist. I turn to see a older more loving and impossibly handsome Kade.

"Hey love," he says with complete admiration in his voice.

"Heyy baby! Which is totally true because I'm older than you."

"That's true, but who's taller, stronger, and faster?"

Smart ass

"But who can get the other to do whatever they want?"

"Touché."

*End of dream *

I woke up alone in my room. Totally confused and feeling alone. I roll over to see a note on my dresser.

Get up and get dressed. (Like your going in public) be there by 11:30 No sweats

Shit

I looked over at the clock it was already 11. He totally underestimates how long I can sleep. I get out of bed more like roll just cause that's my style. I know he said no sweats but I'm a rebel and its kinda chilly. So I put on sweats and a crop top (total contradiction) and a light jacket. As soon as I stepped into my shoes I hear Kade walk in.

"Thanks for knocking Mr. Homeless."

There's no need to yell I'm pretty sure he can hear me.

"You love me," he yelled up the stairs.

Knew it.

I come down stairs to him raiding my fridge of pretty much everything.

"You ready? I'm so ready to go."

"Yea," he said trying to finish stuffing his face.

Sometimes I wonder why I love him, but then I imagine life without him and my heart breaks. Things just wouldn't be the same without certain people in your life. It's better to love them the way you can while you can. Sometimes settling is the best thing for you. Then you find out that being there for them in that way is enough.

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"Where are we going?"

Clap clap clap

My eyes were already heavy from the gentle sway of the car on the way to our destination.

"Hey isn't this your moms car. Did you really steal your moms car?"

I looked at him mouth gone slack Kade was an angel when it came to his mom. I could understand she was the greatest most loving person.

"Are you crazy? I would never STEAL my mind car. All I had to do was ask her could I take you somewhere."

Knowing his mom she was smiling like a mad woman. She always wanted us to be a thing.

*Flashback*

Me and Kade were laying on his couch.

"I am not a nerd!" I yelled smacking him as hard as I could with a pillow. He didn't even flinch.

"You read endlessly, you have glasses you never wear even though they make you look cute, and you strongly believe you are a descendent of Poseidon. I still love you tho."

He was such a butt face.

I hit him. Hard. He started to wiggle his hand. My eyes got big and I was thinking about making a run for it. I hated the tickle monster. As I was about to jump he pounced on me and the war began. I fought with all my might but he knew all my tickle spots and no matter how I twisted I couldn't protect them all.

His mom walked in "Hey only married people get to tickle fight. Break it up."

It took me a second to get the joke, but I lost my balance laughing so hard.

"Now I suggest you marry her Kade, because she's the only woman I'll ever believe you love."

His face was a light pink shade getting darned by the second. It was the cutest thing I've ever seen.

*Flashback end*

I just wanted to know where we were going. I was about to ask again when a big Ferris wheel came into view.

A CARNIVAL. A REAL CARNIVAL!!

"OMG KADE YOU'RE THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU." I screamed at the top of my lungs while we were pulling into the parking lot.

"Yea yea. I know." He said.

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Kade is James Franco