should i be here | bts.

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I fell asleep on Jungkooks' now-salty tear-soaked shirt sitting up with him falling asleep with me. We woke up together sitting up in the same position, still holding onto his shirt lightly. I let go of his shirt and pulled my face off of him and touched my face. Gosh my face is so puffy, I actually have to try to do my makeup today.

I sat up straight and looked at Jungkook stir a bit as I woke him up.

"Jungkook-ah~" I whispered to him tilting his head up with his hand still on my back and hadn't let go of my shirt yet. "It's time to wake up." He weakly opened his eyes and closed them again and pushed himself towards me as well as pull me back into his chest.

"No, we have practice." I shook myself out of his arms and put his head into my hands. I sighed. Why am I resorting to this. "Baby, come on, we have our comeback show tonight." I really didn't want to call him baby because it would only pull us closer. A smile grew across his face.

"Kitten, there's only one more thing to wake me up." I knew what he was taking about. A kiss, but I couldn't.

"A smack across the face?" I asked as I stood up and picked out my practice outfit; my outfit for the performance was already at the arena for the event.

I went to the bathroom and went into a cupboard and pulled out the make up I usually don't use, and a set of green eye colored contacts. I put on foundation and heard the door click open as I was putting on concealer.

"Oh, y/n. Didn't expect to see you," Taehyung paused his sentence and looked at what I was doing in the mirror. "Putting on makeup." He sounded weirded out.

"Well, I was crying a lot last night and need to make the puffiness go unnoticed." I blended my concealer out then pulled out my creme contour palette and chiseled my face out and did my eyebrows, eyeshadow, lips, and eyeliner. I walked out of the bathroom as I was spraying my face with some setting spray as I heard someone give out a faint gasp.

"Wow, uh, y/n" I turned towards the voice, Jin "I didn't know you could look so grown for being so young." He sounded shocked. "Do you really need this much makeup, I mean it's just practice." I looked at him and laughed.

"Hyung? Are you worried about boys? I live with 7 of them, I'll be okay." I smiled at him as he looked at me still concerned about how much makeup I was wearing.

"But, there are many more there that don't know their limits, we all want to protect you; especially Kookie." He pat me on the head and went on his merry way.

I walked to the laundry room and put my clothes into the washer and put in the detergent. I held my breath because I've never liked the smell of detergent because it's got the scent as if soft were a smell.

I walked out into the living room to the scent of  pancakes and syrup. I sat at the counter island on my phone and had a wrapped box and a plate of food set in front of me by Taehyung.

"Eat and open the box." He winked at me and gave me a boxy smile as he sat next to me to eat his breakfast.

"What is it?" I asked as I put a small piece of pancake in my mouth.

"A new phone." Taehyung said while wiping syrup on his hand onto Hobi's leg.

"Oh! Really?" I asked surprised. I could've gotten a new one if I needed.

I opened the box with a smile on my face. An iPhone 8 in rose gold. It's such a pretty color. And Tae got a case for it too; a clear case with gold flecks.

"Thank you!" I said with a wide smile on my face.

"How could I not for my baby." He cooed at me.