✗ I'll Fix You With My Love ✗ | ᴠᴋᴏᴏᴋ | {English}

| I Can't Promise You That I'll Save You...|

"Hello, I'm Kim Namjoon, the psychologist of the hospital. Nice to meet you!" The man said, approaching the bed where Jungkook was sitting on.

The younger boy widened his eyes and gaped for a moment, before speaking. "Wait... Namjoon? I can't believe it..." He was shocked, why did life hate him?

Namjoon sat on the chair close to the bed and raised an eyebrow, keeping his smile on. "Yes... Do we know each other already?" He asked.

Jungkook looked down and gripped the sheets. "My dad told me about you and... Your mother. He left me for you." He said, coldly.

Namjoon was surprised as well and he tried to explain, his mouth opening and closing, but no word came out. He then took a long breathe and took Jungkook's hand.
"Jungkook, listen. My mother talked me about my step-brother and I've always wanted to meet you. I'm her only son and I've always wanted someone to play with together actually. But my dad never talked about you, he never told me anything about his other family. The only thing he told me about you it's your name. So now, please, can you tell me the rest? I've been living in the darkness for too long...". He explained to the black haired boy, who swatted Namjoon's hand away and looked at him with a mad look.

"Okay. I'll tell you the truth: my father cheated me mom with yours and abandoned me into a fucking orphanage to live with your family." He was very direct in his speech. He crossed his arms and looked away.

Namjoon frowned, biting his lower lip; he was trying to say something, but he couldn't come up with anything. He had never imagined something like that. He felt in part guilty for Jungkook.

"I-I had no idea... I'm sorry for this." He mumbled and then silent prevailed between them.

The first to break it was Namjoon, who sighed loudly and looked at Jungkook. "Jungkook listen. I was called here to help you through these difficult days in this hospital, since I'm the teens' psychologist here. So, I am going to listen to everything you have to say, you can open up and tell me everything. I'm not going to judge you in any way, instead, I'll give you an objective answer, so it won't be just my opinion." He explained and carefully took Jungkook's hands in his, looking at him.

The younger looked back at him and, in that moment, his eyes filled with tears, which successively fell down his cheeks. His lips quivered and loud sobs escaped his lips. He hugged Namjoon instinctively, he really needed an hug. Namjoon hugged him back, soothing his back.

"Sh, it's okay Jungkook, you can vent out with me." He whispered sweetly, reassuring him.

After Jungkook had calmed down, Namjoon smiled at him and told him to go on.

Jungkook talked with him about everything: how his best friend was in love with him and how it made him feel bad, because he couldn't reciprocate the feelings; how Taehyung had been avoiding him, but kissed him anyway, he didn't understand what they were become; how the cures made him go crazy, he hated and didn't want them anymore, they weren't working anyway, as the doctors said; how his dad came to visit and talk to him after years, after he had left him and his mother. Jungkook didn't feel like forgive him at all.

And through that all, Namjoon understood, analyzing the situations one per one. He gave him advices for each argument.

"First of all, since Jimin knows you and Taehyung have, if I can say, a relationship and he is really your friend, he surely understands. After what you want told me, it seems like he has given up on you and it's trying to get over his crush for you. And at this point, I advice he should, I don't say take distance, but instead stay close to you. If he takes distance, probably it won't go away and the both of you will get hurt.
Then, about the hospital medicines, you have to resist. I know it's hard for you, especially because of your illness. But you have to stay strong and trust the doctors, because that's their job and they know what they're doing.
Third, what your dad has done it's something a father or any other parent should never do. It's hard to forgive him now, but he is your dad. He left you because he was no other choice and grow a son by himself with another relationship going on, it's hard. So he thought of the only easy way to get rid of the stress to grow a son by himself and start again. Just give time to the both of you, you'll eventually forgive him later. But that has to come from you, of course, it's your own decision.
Lastly, about Taehyung. He has got a fond feeling for you, trust me. But there's a motivation why he is avoiding you. You have to know that, he fell in love with a patient before, but they died before Taehyung could tell them about his feelings. So now, he is scared that the same would happen with you."

"But I'm not like that patient at all." Jungkook said, frowning.

"Infact, you have to talk with him, tell him about your feelings first. Or now or never. Because, honestly, we don't know what will happen." He finally said, coughing a little at the end, his throat dry for how much he spoke.

"The only thing I can tell you, it's to stay strong and never give up. If you do it first, then there's no way the doctors can guarantee your healing." He told him.

Jungkook straightened up his posture, nodding. He was more secure now, he knew what to do. He really needed to sort out his feelings.

"Thank you, Doctor Kim." He sincerely said, before the doctor stood up and smiled at him.

"No worries Jungkook. Now I have to go though, I have other patients. It was a pleasure to meet you. Goodbye!" He said as he exited the room, Jungkook waving his hand at him.

Jungkook waited for someone else, like Taehyung or a nurse to come into his room, but nobody came inside after fifteen minutes. At that point, he was about to stand up and get to call someone, but he felt too weak to move. He got fired, after all the crying, plus, be didn't sleep much the days before because of the cures that kept him awake. He didn't eat much either. He was laying down, under the covers almost asleep, when the door opened and Taehyung entered, together with another man, that Jungkook had never seen before and a nurse.

"Sorry to wake you up Jungkook, but... We have to talk." The man said and Taehyung sat on the chair next to the bed. Jungkook looked at him and reached out one hand, that Taehyung took with a slight smile on his lips.

"I'm Doctor Kim Seokjin, I'm the head of this department and surgeon." He introduced himself, before continuing his speech.

"Me and some other doctors, with Doctor Kim Taehyung too, have been discussing. The cures we're giving you aren't working much, the tumor is stronger than we thought... So there's only one way, which is bone marrow transplant. It will work, but there's a 50% of success, since that those who donated it may not be compatible completely." He explained and Jungkook already got anxious. He tightened his grip on Taehyung's hand, almost smashing it and looked down.

"We'll keep going with the cures for a few days more and then we'll tell you the day of the operation." Seokjin spoke again, before looking at Taehyung and they nodded to each other.

"Your friends offered their own bone marrow, so we're going to take it from them and see if it's compatible with yours. They should come in a while or so, that way we can find the right one faster. That's all. Good luck for everything and goodbye." He said and smiled, patting Jungkook's shoulder, before going out of the room.

They remained alone, Taehyung and Jungkook. The first to speak was Taehyung.

"I've asked Seokjin and he said that you can go to the festival and sing..." He started and Jungkook's eyes brightened up, sparkles of excitement going through him.

Taehyung noticed it and blushed, he loved to see him that happy.
"... But, you'll be brought there by the ambulance, which will stay there in case something happens. Okay? Those are the conditions." He finished and Jungkook hugged him suddenly, leaving him speechless; but he hugged him back.

"Thank you, Taehyung. Actually, I wanted to talk to you..." He trialed off, breaking away from the hug and blushed, rubbing the back of his head.

"I-I think wanted to say that you don't have to be scared to lose me. I'll be strong until the end. Whatever happens, don't be scared, I'll be there." He said and smiled, intertwining his fingers with Taehyung's.

The latter stared at the younger and smiled, starting to cry too. Jungkook hugged him again and shushed his sobs placing a soft kiss on his lips, like the older had done before with him.

That day, the both of them found strength in each other and started to fight together, without giving up.

But they didn't tell each other about their feelings yet.