My Writings

Is it worth it?

You want to live
But you also want to die
You want to smile and laugh
But you also want to cry

You don't want the pain
It's too much to tame
You don't want the sorrow
That follows tomorrow

You want to die
To hide Your fears
Your tears

You go one way
Then another
Each one at a cost
Each time you just feel more at a lost

Is it worth it?
To pay the price
To lose the peoples you thought seemed "nice"
To others it's not
To me it is

I want to die
To stop the tears
To cover my fears
To show I payed the cost
That I am not lost!

I'm fine
That's a lie

I'm okay
I want to die

I'm happy
I almost commited suicide

~LtG