Strong Wish for Freedom

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One then Two,
Maybe a couple more.

"Only 2 every 4 hours"
More like "15 in 30 minutes"

You say it's wrong
But it's so good
So easy.

To just be numb,
Even if it doesn't last long.
Atleast I can sleep easily and not feel the pain.

You say I could die from it,
But atleast I will sleep easy till death takes me away.
A quick death
Die in sleep

You tell me to hold on
That it's suicide.
But I don't see it that way.

It's just a strong wish for freedom
A habit that I can't let go of.
It's easy

Feels empty
Feels numb.
Takes the pain away
Maybe even my life,

It's not suicide
Just a strong wish for freedom.

~LtG

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