My Writings

I don't believe

Please don't say goodbye
Without you in my life
I might not be alive
I can't help but wipe my tears
I don't want you to know my fears

I cry myself to sleep each night
I'm sorry
I'm too weak to fight

My demons have control
Telling me I'm not good enough
And that I should just let go

I don't want to listen
But I'm frozen in place
And as the days go by
I know we are running out of time

The demons have me on chains
Like I've done a crime
Its not my fault
Its my heart and my minds

They speak two different ways
One says let go,
Its over
The other says hold on
We still have hope!
One says go
The other says no

My heart wants you to stay
Please don't go away
My hearts in pain
The emotions are too much to tame.

My mind wants you to be happy
Wherever that is
Wheather that is here or there
My heart will be with you anywhere

My heart and my mind are at war
Its worse than my demons that are banging on my door
I wish both would just stop for a minute
I'm about to be pushed over my limit

I'm finally through with trying to fight
I might try another night

I don't believe this fight will only be one
Because this burden ways a ton
I don't believe that this fight will be won.

~LtG

A/n: So....I didn't realize that I wrote so much till now looking at it. I wrote this at 2 in the morning so sorry if its not the best, I am too lazy to change it. Hope you enjoy the book so far. Goodbye.