I didn't say that!

Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine: No Reason At All.

Jessica's Point of View

"Roses are red, violets are blue, he has my heart, so too bad for you. Yes, dear God. When it comes to boys, I'm a little too clingy... that is why.. I usually dont date. You see before I get back to reality let me tell you about some of my past relationship. Please don't laugh.

David:

Freshman year my first real boyfriend. It was crazy, he was sexy hot. I mean the boy had it all: the six pack that made your mouth water, the blond hair that was better than my hair on good days, he had the blue eyes, prefect face, and the personality.However, I just wasnt ready for the boyfriend. You see boys are more complex then what teen magazines let on to be. He was on the freshman varsity football team. I don't care what position he was on because I hated the sport. And he had the nerve to make me join cheerleading! You know with the little skirts and shirts that barely go past your bra line. Well, anyway... let me explain my embarrassment.

I made it on the team, I don't know how, I think David paid them and it was our first game. I was horrible and we cheered, you know that whole "Go team Go!!!! Whoaaa," that fake ass shit and then you yell out your favourite player number. I didn't know David's number. I was asking around if they knew my boyfriends number. I was getting evil stares and some of the other cheerleaders where like, "She dosen't know David's number, how pathictic." But some of the nice ones, well I thought was nice, told me his number was twenty-one. I being stupid believed it. Well matter of fact, lets have a flash back. Stare into space now. Go on... you won't look stupid I promise."

"Jessica!" A annoying perky blond yelled at me. Her name was Allisa. She had been yelling at me ever since tryouts. I mean damn, did the girl love saying my name in her high pitched voice. She was just, ugh. I was to the point of ripping her head off. She ran up to me and grabbed me roughly by my arms. Oh she had a good grip. I gave her the evil eye so she could let me go and she let go at once. "Jessica, you are suppose to be in the front like for fired up."

"I don't like that one!" I growled to her. I was extremely upset that I was a cheerleader already, now I'm suppose to be in front? Why me?

"Well, Allie said that it was your week so, I guess you're stuck with it!" She smirked at me and then turned around bouncing back to her postion, in the back. I glared at her. Why couldn't she take my place, she obviously wanted to this more than I did. I reluctantly took my place in the front of the crowd and put on my most dazzling smile. I lifted my pom poms in the air and screamed my head off.

"Were fired up! Were sizzling we can't be stopped! So come on Mighty stars." At this point into the cheer we were swerving our hips and shaking what our mothers gave us to the crowd. You could see the envy on some of the girls faces in the crowd. I didn't understand why, I was envying them because they could wear jeans. "And take it to the top!" we said as we ended it, while some of the girls did toe touches, herkys, or just cheered there ass of like me. Putting up this front was hardcore.

After the game was over I was suppose to meet David infront of the boys locker room. So I went straight after not wanting to take off the outfit, because I had to admit I looked cute even though I was longing for a pair of jeans. I went to the guys locker room that was located by the mouth of the entrance of the schools football field. There wasn't much light to begin with by the boys locker room, so it just made everything dreamlike and hazzy. I was expecting when I got there my blue eyed boyfriend, and he was there... but it wasn't like I thought it would be, because his mouth was locked onto another hotty named Connor.

"Long story short, that was my first and last day on the cheerleading team and me and David were over. Plus, I still think those two are going out. And if your watching David and Connor, I love you both. But my embarrassment was I lost my first boyfriend to a equally crazy hot boy. But now lets move on to my second boyfriend sophomore year. Yeah it took me a whole year to get a new boy toy... I really didn't trust them after the whole David and Connor thing. But still love you boys till death.

Derek:

With a name like that you'd think he would be the total bad boy. The one with the ripped jeans and leather jacket. Yeah get that visual out of your head right now, I mean it now. Because that boy was a total geek hotty. You know like the ones out of the Disney Movies that seems to always get the girls. He had the cute dimples, the nerd glasses, and the shiney metal mouth. He was so cute.

Just the thought of doing math homework then going into a steamy make-out session, was appealing to me. We actually were a steady couple for a couple of months. But it was during one of our make-out sessions were our geeky love story ended. God, why? Look into space again... go on."

Derek runned his tongue inside my mouth in such appealing ways that it made me let out a moan. You'd think that the fact that we were in his room and his parents were down stairs we wouldn't be doing this. But it was just kissing, no harm really done, right? He rolled me onto my back so he was onto of me caging me in. I ran my fingers through his hair greedily as his tongue fought in amazing ways with mine.

He tasted like water melon bubble gum. I shook my head from underneath his so I could breath. He just went to my neck biting and sucking on it gently. I felt my lip quiver and if I were standing up I would have fell because my legs felt like jello. That's when my eyes started widen as I realized something was poking me, and let me tell you it was not a pencil. I freaked out and pushed him off of me. Causing him to fall onto the floor and jumping right up.

"What did I do?" He asked, confused. I looked down at his wee-wee and pointed. He looked down and then blushed dramaticly. I guess him being a guy, other than that sweet one I fell for her said, "Want to help me fix it baby?" First thing that ran through my mind was fix what? You're friggin huge boner! I'd rather fix my brothers xbox than that. I shuffled of the bed grabbing my books in the process.

"No," I mumbled trying to escape from the room. It look like he wasn't having that and I was really in the mood to be sexually attacked but it happened anyway. I was pinned into a corner of the room and he forced himself on me.

"I will spare the details, but don't be worried I wasn't raped. But he was hit in the nuts hard and I told my brother. So he was dealt with. And now Its Junior year. Yet again another boyfriend. I can't really say anything bad about him because, tonight is our first date. So Night fellow web-camers. I will not be answering any questions."

I shut off my web stream and looked myself up and down in the mirror on my closet door. My curls were still intact and my dress was just as flowy as ever. It was a cotton white baby doll dress. I looked presentable. No I was more then presentable, I was actually beautiful. But I need to remember this was just Roman and I didn't have to be someone I wasn't with him.

Like I didn't have to fake like I liked a sport, or I didn't have to have be a smarty pants. I just had to be Jessica and I liked the sound of that. I twirled around in my dress smiling all happy like until I heard the bell ring. I stopped mid Twirl.

"Jessica!" My mom yelled from downstairs. I instantly started for my door into the hallway then going down the stairs. I was there before she could even finish, "there a cute boy downstairs for you." I pushed past my mother so I could reach Roman.

I put a arm around his waist with a smile and he put a arm around my shoulder. "What time will you two be home?"

"Around ten Mrs.Mason, if that is possible," He said ever so tenderly to my mother. His voice would make anyone agree so I wasn't surprised when my mother complied.

"Just be safe you two." She said as we walked out the door. You know I was some how expecting his motorcycle, but it wasn't there. Instead of the that he had a Kia Centra, it was nice and it was new. How on earth did his mom afford this? Maybe it was just her car he was borrowing. But I don't know I still haven't met his father yet.

"This is going to be really fun." I told him with a smile as I stepped into the car as he opened my door.