I jerked up breathing heavily. I looked over to see Trevor asleep next to me. I kissed him on the forehead and got up. I grabbed a piece of paper and began to write. "dear Trevor....I can't continue this anymor-" I crumpled it up "no..." I grabbed another piece "dear Trevor I can no longer continue this...I'm afraid I'll hurt you....I'm sorry" I crumpled the paper up and threw it away. I put my head in my hands. "I can't do this..." I sighed I decided to get dressed while he was still asleep. I put on a shirt that said "on Wednesdays we wear black" And a pair of black shorts. I put my hair up in a bun. I laided down next to Trevor and looked at him...something so precious...a human life so fragile and beautiful. he opened his eyes and looked at me "hi" He said. "hello." I replied. he intertwined his pink with mine. "I told you I'd stay." I smiled "go back to sleep" "only if you promise to be here when I wake up." "I promise" He closed his eyes and within minutes he drifted off to sleep. I got up and wrote a on price of paper "I'm sorry." I put the note next to him. I slipped on my black vans and walked out of the house. I began to walk down the street I didn't know where I was going...but I needed to get away for awhile. three hours later I got a text from Trevor..."w-why'd you leave me...." I felt awful... I turned around and started heading back...I couldn't leave "Damn you Trevor..." within three hours I was back at the house..I walked into his room. He wasn't there...I looked around but I couldn't find him...I decided to look in the Bathroom.... there he was in a puddle of his own blood...."TREVOR." I quickly dialed 911 and explained what happened. I sat by him and I heard him whisper something "please...let me leave...let me go...." "NO NEVER I NEED YOU PLEASE HOLD ON." an ambulance arrived and took him away... this was all my fault...all my fault....
