I'll always stay

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"what do you mean what are you doing?" he asked worried. "I can't do this,I can't risk getting hurt again....the feeling is ripping me apart i..." tears ran down my face. "and I can tell your keeping some sort of secret..." he looked nervous but pulled me into a hug anyway. "you'll understand one day." I hugged back. "promise me you won't leave me..." "I promise"he said. we walked back to my house. we went inside and he sat on the couch. "so you wanna watch a movie" I asked "sure" He replied in a nervous tone. "now what to watch" I said "heh. the first date conundrum." I looked at him. "uh not that this is a date" he said nervously as I looked through the movies. "I mean unless you want it to be a date then...I guess." he stammered over his words. "I mean it's not like we're a thing...I mean are we I don't know if we are I mean...we could be..." he said. "I would like that." I said "so...we're together?" he asked "yeah.." I blushed. "so where are your parents?" he asked. "my mom hasn't been home in three days so..I'm not sure....it's kind of scary at night though.." "well I COULD stay for tonight if you want" He said. "ok..." I replied. I looked down at my phone. It was a message from my mom

"I've given up on you,you little two faced Bitch I hate you I won't be home for another 3 months find a way to feed yourself you waste" I started at the message. Trevor hugged me as I cried. "you can stay with me if you need to" He said. "thanks...I'll get my stuff packed." I got my stuff together and we went to his house. I walked in...it was dark the walls were painted a blood red and the furniture was black. we walked up to his room his walls were painted black and he had a queen sized water bed with black sheets and it was covered in blankets. the floor was white tile and there was a black dresser in the corner. There was a stack of movies on the dresser. his closet had all his shirts and jackets hung up. I flopped on the bed and pulled a blanket over me I was freezing. he laid next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "i-I love you Hayden" "please don't leave me Trevor." "I'll always stay my dear."

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