I called 911 and they were on they're way. I looked across the room at Trevor. He was shaking violently. I got up and walked over to him. He looked at me, I pulled him into a hug. I heard the sirens approaching quickly. Within minutes they were here. They came in the house and one of the cops found us hiding. He looked at us and cleared his throat. "well we checked in and outside of the house and we didn't find anyone, but we did find a broken window I suggest you stay somewhere safer for awhile and contact us if this happens again or if the persons tries to contact you. do you have a safe place to stay young lady?" Trevor looked at him. "she can stay with me until the house is safer to be in." The cop looked at him and nodded and with that they left. I got up and got my stuff together. We left and walked to his house. We had to sneak in the back because his mother was home and it was way past his curfew. We got up to his room and as soon as he opened the door I walked in and flopped on his bed it was really soft. He closed the door behind him and sat on the bed next to me. He looked at me. "Anymore texts from the unknown bitch." he asked. He sounded really angry. "no" I said quietly in response. "What if Alex asks where I am.. I mean he wants to hang out with me tomorrow what do I tell him?" Trevor looked at me for a minute. "Tell him to meet you somewhere to hang out...if he asks why tell him you're staying with a friend." "ok." I said in reply. He reached over and hugged me. I got a text from Alex. 'Hello darling.' 'Alex... maybe we should give this up.' I looked down, I felt awful about this. 'give up what?' 'us' I texted in reply. 'No please...' I sighed 'ok I'll see you tomorrow I guess.' I sighed, I can't keep sneaking around with Trevor anymore. I'll either have to stop seeing Trevor or Alex. I loved Trevor, But I've known Alex forever and I used to have this huge crush on him and I still kind of do have some feelings for him. I sighed. Maybe I should break it off with both of them. If I don't know who I love...then I don't deserve either I deserve nothing. I'm a fucking mess....besides they don't really love me anyway...I'm nothing...I'll always be just a fuck up a waste nothing special the second choice.
