I got a call from the hospital Trevor was going to be ok. when Trevor came back He was different..more distant. He talked less and cried more. He didn't look at me anymore...it was all my fault I ruined his life..I wanted to die. "Trevor?" I said softly "yes?" it was the first time he had spoken to me since he came back. "I'm sorry." he stood up and went to his room slamming the door behind him. I sighed.."he hates me" I knocked on his door, no response. I knocked again. he opened up. "Trevor.." "SAVE IT, YOURE A LIAR YOU LIED TO ME YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE...HOW COULD YOU!?!?!" he had tears streaming down his face. "I'm so so so sorry Trevor." i went to hug him but he stepped back. "STAY AWAY FROM ME...YOURE A LIAR..." "Trevor please..." "FUCK OFF HAYDEN" He slammed the door shut. I went into the bathroom and grabbed my blade. one for everyone you let down, two for ruining his life, three for being you I continued until my arms with filled. I deserve this, I thought to myself. I turned on the shower and washed the blood off. after I showered I got out dryed off and got dressed. I opened Trevor door. I heard him crying. I sat next to him and held him while he cried. I felt so much pain. "why'd you leave hayden" He sobbed "why" I hugged him tighter "I'm so sorry Trevor..I'm so sorry" He ended up crying himself to sleep. I sat there staring at him. this is all my fault it's all my fault, I'm such a Fuck up. he woke up dazed. "your going to leave again aren't you Hayden?" he said in a raspy voice. tears rolled down my face. "n-no" I replied. "why'd you do it Trevor? try to commit suicide?" "because..." he looked at me "without you there is no me."
