I love you more then I could say

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I looked at Trevor and he smiled..it's been such a long time since I've seen that smile. I took his hand in mine. "I love you Trevor." he blushed "I love you too." He hid face. everything was prefect.

I woke up it was storming. Trevor was next to me. I sighed And wrapped my arms around him. he opened his eyes and looked at me. he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him. "I love you hayden" I love you too. "TREVOR" a voice screamed from downstairs. he shot up "oh shit my mom...." "Hayden hide" I got up and hid in his closet. his mom burst into the room. man she was a big woman. she smacked Trevor across the face. "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU" "IM ON MY BUISNESS TRIP AND I HAVE THE HOSPITAL CALLING ME. WHAT THE HELL YOU SELFISH LITTLE BASTARD." she pushed him to the floor and started to repeatedly hit him "I'm sorry mom...please stop!" he pleaded for her to stop over and over but she just continued to beat him. I held back my sobs but tears rolled down my face. "WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE JUST DIED IN THAT HOSPITAL!?!?! WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE CUT DEEPER YOU PIECE OF SHIT! NO ONE WILL EVER WANT YOU." she took out a bottle of pills and threw them at him. "Here kill yourself!" he walked out and slammed the door behind her. I ran to him and hugged him as he sobbed. "Shhh...Shhh." I pet his hair Trying to calm him down. "Shh Trevor it's ok I'm here Shhh." I held him and rubbed his back. eventually he calmed down and fell asleep. I wrapped a blanket around us so he wouldn't get cold. I sobbed silently. no one deserves that. "she's wrong Trevor about no one loving you." I whispered to him as he slept. " I love you more then I could say."

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