Peter Parker and Tom Holland Imagines

anxiety // Peter Parker

*made up plot about Spiderman*

After the awful experience of what happened fighting against Mysterio, and you being kidnapped and almost killed under his watch, Peter had awful anxiety attacks.

He was scared you'd get hurt again, and also he blamed himself-which you constantly reminded him that it wasn't but he'd never listen.

One night, lying in bed next to each other as two, just turned 19 year olds, he moved his hands from your waist and starting shaking.

"No. No, no no. y/n please. Mysterio stop! y/n please be okay, run! Run! Go!" He yelled in his sleep, he started shooting imaginary webs and shaking more.

You learnt by now what to do, to at least attempt to calm him. You gently caressed his arms, moving up and down softly. "Peter, Peter, it's y/n, baby, come on. I'm okay, you're okay. Wake up. It's okay."

But this time, it was different. He wouldn't calm down or wake up from this panic attack. It was severe and worse then ever before.

"Peter? It's okay love. Come on." You started to shake him slightly and you began to get scared when he wouldn't calm down.

He woke out shouting out loud with wide eyes and began to breath heavily.

"y/n?! y/n?!"
"I'm here babe, I'm here."
"Mysterio, he...he-"
"It's okay, just know I'm okay, you're okay and we're okay. I love you."
"I love you too, and I'm sorry. For ever putting you in danger. I'm sorry."
"It's okay Peter, you're a hero. Not just to the world, but to me. And you always will be."
"What would I do without you?"
"You'd be as amazing as you are now, just without the amazing kisses you get every night." You laughed.
"Well, I cant actually remember them right now, how about you remind me?"
"Wow, smooth."