Suicidal Stolen Art

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Me: So technically, you don't know who am I really, and you just know what school I go to?

So right now I am in my locker, using my cellphone while hiding it inside and then there is a jock that is beside me getting somethings in his locker and then looked at me and smile.

I honestly don't take any smile seriously except my mom, dad, especially my freak sister. But this one is different. I also heard that his phone notified him. Maybe someone texted him or an internet notification. After he shuts his phone and walks away I heard my phone notified me. I saw a reply from @artificial.intelligent13

@a.i.13: Technically yes. You are right. If you want a little bit of background I can tell you what am I, what do I do, and what do I like?

Well for me this is a great idea for gathering information. I can find some clues about who this person really is. I wanna find it out. I'm a little bit triggered on what the hell just happen. So I reply and say;

Me: I would love to know that. By the way, thank you for reaching out.

Okay, for me? It is a little bit weird to say that. It was like, I assume that he or she was like a fan of me or something. Okay a little bit awkward for myself. I locked my locker shut, I went outside and went to my car, start it up, and went home.

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@a.i.13: So I am labeled in school as a jock because I play football...

That is for me, a piece of very specific information which is weird. It is like, he almost revealed himself to me.

...also I am great at biology because Mr. Bradley always motivates me...

Woah, We have the same biology class, this is getting weirder and weirder I don't wanna be so obvious so people will not notice this.

...I love movies, plays, and poetry...

I do like them too, but not that much like I live for it. The most shocking part that he ever told and I was never, like ever saw any jock like this. Is this;

...I am also gay.

I never noticed any jock that looks gay or does something gay, or I never got news that some jock is gay in Wildredfort.

@a.i.13: Oh, the "gay" part, Uhm... No one really knows about it yet. But if you wanna look for me. That information makes it hard.

Woah he analyzes me very much! Is he like a psychologist or something? This is getting from weird to ridiculous. A very, very absurd conversation that I ever get in my life.

Me: Oh, I do understand. I am gay too actually. I am happy that we have something in common. I do wish to meet you soon.

When I pressed send, I didn't catch it. OMG, what am I gonna do? Is it okay to tell him that? Or maybe he already knew because of my Instagram Bio. I am so obvious as fuck.

@a.i.13: I am looking forward to seeing you soon.

I just saw the message because I really don't know what to say. Since I am an introvert, there is a chance of having a panic attack from engaging through a conversation. I am totally panicking right now because how if I saw him? (Technically this is a he because he said he is a jock and gay.) How if I figure who he was? We will meet and then what? I am overthinking again ugh!

So I didn't mention that I was in our backyard, still wearing my outfit lately and just sitting in the grass that is probably needed to be mowed because it is having like 3-inch tall in height and my hands are buried into the grass.

Even though the sky is getting really beautiful because there are a lot of stars in the sky, maybe I should take a picture of it? So I use my cellphone, snap a photo of the sky above. I'm gonna edit this later.

I decided to went inside. Because it is getting late. It is already 22:47 and I am still out, capturing how beautiful the sky is. I should look for people who post them on Instagram later. I should edit this picture first.