Beautiful Tragedy

Part 19

Kit was doing his hairs when Max and Nate came running towards his room. Immediately Max grabbed his hand and Nate looked excitedly at him making him chuckle.

"Come on Kit lets go" Max jumped excitedly.

"yeah, just let me fix my hair will you?" Kit poked his cheek, they nodded eagerly and he chuckled looking at them though mirror. He applied some gel on his hairs until they were stiff and grabbed his mobile and wallet tucking it inside his jeans pocket. He looked at them who were waiting impatiently.

"Let's go now" Kit said. Max cheered and ran ahead while Nate and Kit walked Nate telling Kit how much she liked his hairs and kit thanking her. He saw Mark, Maryse and Robert ready while Max went to in Ming's room. He was still unsure but he felt happy too that they all considered him a part of their family and loved him, something his mother should have done.

He sighed as the thought of his mother crossed his mind, it's been weeks yet she didn't even left a single message. Not once she called. It hurts him to know how quickly she forgot him, like he really wasn't needed. Like none of them cared. He shook his head trying to block all the thoughts. The moment he woke up, he has been missing them badly and that's why he called both of his friends to divert his thought which they did.

Today, right now, this moment was for Daechapaya and he would not let his thoughts ruin that day. Not after everything they had done for him.

He shook his head once more and looked up to see Ming coming with Max, their hands swinging together as he smiled down at his brother. It warmed Kit heart and he smiled brightly. He looked up and saw Kit that was the moment both of their smiles faded.

"You are going with us?" Ming asked Kit who gulped not knowing what to say and what not to.

"Umm yeah?" Kit felt his throat getting dry.

"Well sorry but you can't, this is family time so please" Ming curtly said. It felt like someone was stabbing Kit in his heart, it hurt him when Ming speaks so coldly with him.

"MING!" Ming's mom warned him but he shook his head.

"Seriously Mom, this is family time and he isn't part of it. Not yet. So, Please you can stay home" Ming looked at his mother then to Kit who blinked rapidly trying to stop himself from crying. He already knew he wasn't part of the family yet it hurts him when Ming said those words, hearing them loud was like stabbing himself. He blinked rapidly when he realized how much badly he wanted to be part of family but he wasn't. He never will have a family. He took deep breath trying to calm him.

"Yeah, you are right." Kit barely got the words out. "You should go without me" He stuttered. Without looking Kit turned around and walked towards his room ignoring the calls of his name. He knew Ming was always like this and he had bared many of his hurtful saying but this really did hurt him, and him missing his parents didn't do any good.

Just as he entered the room his tears fell like waterfall as he stumbled towards his bed throwing the rings on it. His body felt heavy as his tears fell but no words, now voice came out of his mouth. Maybe it was the words that were finally making him realize that no matter what, he would never have a family he wanted. It ripped his heart apart and he wanted the bed-sheet to swallow him.

He looked at his hands and remembered how his mother would hold them crossing the road to make sure he was safe and how his father held them when he taught him how to ride a bike. Why everything was ripped so mercilessly away from him?. Sometimes, he wishes he never had told his mother about her boyfriend abusing him. Maybe they would still be together, his mother and him. He felt like enduring all his punches but getting his mother arms back.

He didn't know how long he sat there letting his tears fall until the door opened and in came Ming's mom and Nate beside her, both looking sad. He wiped his tears immediately and sat straight looking at them as they sat with him.

"You should go" Kit spoke his voice hoarse.

"No Kit, no one is going if you are not" Ming's mom said brushing the hairs out of his forehead.

"Maryse please, don't ruin your day because of me. Beside Kit is right. It's a family day" Kit insisted.

"Ming" She sighed. "Sometimes he lose himself completely, his fear overcomes him so badly he doesn't realize what he is saying. Kit you may think it is true but it's not. I don't know if you like this or not but you really are a important part of this family and soon Ming will admit that too" She wiped his tear away which fell rapidly now. "Ming has let his past consume him totally and it is difficult for him to trust people, mostly when it comes to his siblings" Maryse sighed sadly.

"I get It, I know about him. But I think you should go without me honestly" Kit sniffled a little.

"It is Family day, which means you too. Trust me Kit Ming didn't mean what he said. One day you will see that" Maryse kissed his forehead and he closed his eyes. He felt hand on his own and opened to see Nate holding it.

"Come on Kit, We want you to go with us. And you know Max is crying outside" Nate said and Kit chuckled through his tears wiping them. He sighed and nodded hugging Nate close and Smiling at Maryse. Maybe she is right, it will take time but One day Ming will trust him and love him back.