Beautiful Tragedy

Part 55

All Kit's world now was his art project and his bed where he lay all day, he didn't had any energy to do anything anymore all he wanted to do was keep sleeping. Sometimes he would distract himself by painting his project which he has to submit next week, other time he would sleep and talk to his father.

His relation with his father over past few days had grown real strong, he would be there with him almost all the time except his clinic hours, he would cook for Kit and they would sit together eating and talking in general. They even talked about his mother and a little about Ming which made Kit heart ache. His father helped him exercise a lot and gave him medicines for his pains, he treated him well but still Kit's heart ache for Ming's comfort, he crave the warmth of his voice and his peaceful face. One look at him and his whole world would fall in line.

Every passing second was like a wound to his heart without Ming and the fact that he thought of him as Liam enhanced the agony. Kit hated the coldness in Ming's eyes when he delivered those bitter words to Kit and somehow he couldn't help but think the same now. Kit promised Ming to be with him forever, he made him believe in love again, he made him open his heart only for him t break drastically. He hated how he did the same thing Liam did to the one person he loves the most in this word.

There was nothing but numbness in his heart without Ming, the walls, the roof, the ceilings everything of this house screamed to Kit, it hurts his heart and ear and he couldn't help but feel scared. He loves Ming with all he has and now knowing how he drastically ended thing was the constant reminder of how he deserves this all.

Sometimes when he wander around sitting on his wheelchair he looked at the hollowness of the paints and the loneliness of the room, he wonders how his father managed to survive so long without love of his life by his side. He looked at his father who was sitting with Kit going through some of his paper works and his heart ache for all the things he had loss. At first he wasn't able to grasp the concept of heartbreak, he didn't know what loneliness like this felt but now as he went through same thing he realized how deep hollow pit it is which would only drove a person completely insane.

"Kit?" he shook his head when his father called him and looked at his direction only to find him staring at him. "I told you something." he said and Kit exhaled deeply looking at him.

"Sorry I wasn't listening." Kit apologized and he raised his eyebrow.

"Cleary." he examined. "Look Kit I don't know what exactly happened between you and Ming but clearly that guy means the world to you. Why are you letting him go just like that?" His father questioned and he sighed.

"Dad I don't wanna talk about it." Kit moaned and his dad sighed dropping the subject, he was glad that his dad weren't forcing him to talk about anything because he knew he wasn't ready. He didn't know how to explain what was going on his messed up mind at the moment.

"Anyway, what were you saying before?" Kit asked. His dad frowned for a second before his mouth made an "o" shape as words came back to him. He looked at Kit and cleared his throat. "I was saying I'll schedule your MRI scan next week so we can get a look on your muscles and spinal cord" his dad explained and Kit frowned.

"Next week? I have to submit my project." Kit whined and his dad rolled his eyes.

"I'll make sure it's not on that day." He assured and Kit smiled a little before nodding. His dad explained him a little about the procedure and also how his reports would help him decide for his therapies and medication. Kit only nodded dumbfounded and sighed when his father said to have hope which he was lacking now. He lay back on his bed and closed his eyes, immediately he could see Ming's face and hear his voice. He groaned loudly in his cushion cursing Ming to stealing his heart so badly it aches.

It was for more difficult than he thought.