11. Need Some Space

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Nobody gonna love me better

I must stick with you forever.

Nobody gonna take me higher

I must stick with you.

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you, my baby.

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you.

-Pussycat Dolls

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Craig Pov

I walked out the cafe after Ray. I could see him down the hall getting ready to turn the corner. I wish he would of let me explain.

"Ray!" I yelled after him.

He stopped and turned towards me. I could see his eyes are red and puffy. Dammit! I don't want to hurt him. He glared at me and turned around then disappeared around the corner. I sighed and ran after him.

Ray Pov

I stormed out the cafeteria with tears running down my face. That fucking idiot. I knew I should of left his ass the first time I went through his phone. I can't believe I trusted him. Loved him!

"Ray!" I heard a voice yell my name.

I turned around and seen Craig looking at me. He had a far away look in his eyes. I scoffed silently then glare at him. I turned around and continued my way around the corner. I don't need him. He obviously doesn't need me.

I heard foot steps behind me like someone is running. My God the fuck! Why can't I just be left alone. I sigh and started to walk faster but was pulled then pushed against the wall next to a class. It was the old English class room.

I looked up at the person who pushed me and was met with mocha brown eyes. I knew those brown eyes any where. He had both his arms on each side of me, against the wall. I could feel more tears in my eyes. I shook my head and started pushing at his chest. He wouldn't budge. I panic needing to get away from him as I started sobbing.

I hate loving someone and they never return my feelings. I'm always just a quick fuck or something. I'm done being played.

"Ray... please let me explain baby.." He sounded desperate.

"Leave me alone Craig... Please just leave me alone...." I cried as I continued to push at his chest.

He doesn't understand how much I love him. But I refuse to get hurt again. He grabbed my arms and pinned then above my head. I looked at him with tears running down my face.

" Let go Craig, and leave me alone."

He let go but didn't move. He looked at me with an intense glance. I went to move but he stop me.

"Ray, you don't understand that was my-" I cut him off.

"Your hoe! Now leave me alone."

"Dammit Ray! Just listen for a fucking second!" He roared.

I jumped when he punch the wall next to my head. I stayed still and silent as he started breathing heavy. I nodded my head for him to continue.

"That was my cousin. I haven't talked to her in a while that's why she was smiling. She was just happy to see me. And those girls in my phone mean nothing to me. If you really read my messages you would know I don't reply to them. I only talk to you Ray. I swear baby... just please. I swear Ray, I only want you. No one else." He whispered at the end.

My breath hitched when I realized how close we are now. I locked eyes with his and let out a breath of air. I sigh and looked down at my shoes.

"Ray... please answer me!"

"I don't know Craig. Give me time to think okay?" I asked softly.

"Time? Ray I don't think I can wait. Who knows how long that will be. You know I'll go crazy. You kept me on track so far and I don't wanna get off of it."

I understand what he means. Being bipolar and all. But is it to much to ask to think about it? I just need time.

"Please Craig..."

"No!" He roared and hit the wall again.

"Craig! Calm down. I promise it won't be long okay. I promise.." I hugged him to me until his breathing slowed down.

He sigh and nodded his head. I slowly pushed him away and started walking away but was stopped after about five steps. I was pulled back into his chest and squeezed tight into a hug. I hugged him back and sighed in content. He pecked my forehead.

"I love you always, okay?" he mumbled against my head. I nodded and pulled away.

Craig you don't know what you do to me.

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