I am in love with you
You set me free, I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave, Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
-Beyonce
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Jacob Pov
I woke up to knocking. I yawn and looked over at the clock. It was nine at night. So still the same day. I sat up and stretch, and as I went to get out of bed to answer the door I felt Chres arms wrap tighter around me. I tried to pull his arms away but he started whimpering in his sleep. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him. He was mumbling something in his sleep so I leaned closer to him to hear what he was saying.
"Don't leave... I'm sorry... No..." He mumbled.
I rubbed his back softly to relax him. When he was relax enough I slowly but surely slide out of his grip. I looked at him and seen his lip tremble then he curled himself into a ball. I frowned but walk out the room and softly closed the door. I made my way down stairs and headed to the front door. I open it and was instantly pushed out the way.
"About dam time." I heard the familiar voice of Ray mumble.
"Jacob.." Craig nodded towards me.
I sigh and closed the door. We all walked to the living room and took a seat. I thought back to what just happen before I open the door. Did being away from me for two weeks really do that to him? It is his fault but he must love me deeply. I smiled and then frowned at the fact. He is so in love with me, he was willing to starve himself because I wasn't with him.
"What's wrong?" Ray asked.
"Nothing.." I shook my head.
"So... Have any of y'all heard from Chres?" Craig said.
"Nope. Fuck him." Ray said and cross his arms.
I didn't respond. I just got up and headed to the kitchen. I open the refrigerator and pulled out some pickles and whipped cream. I walked back into the living and sat on the couch criss cross apple sauce. I started eating my food and grabbed the remote. The volume was on low as family guy played.
"That disgusting.. How you eat that shit." Ray said was he laid in Craig's lap.
"It's good." I said and shrugged my shoulders.
"Jacob... What's wrong baby? You seem sad." He looked at me.
"It's nothing, really..." I looked away.
We watch TV after that. It was almost ten o'clock when I heard moving around up stairs then the shower being cut on. Ray smirked at me and Craig looked confused.
"Ooo Jakey! You got a man over here and ain't tell me." Ray faked hurt.
"It's not li-." I was cut off.
"That's fuck up. How could you move on from Chres like that." Craig said.
"That is-" I got cut off yet again.
"Y'all fuck didn't y'all? Is that what took you so long to answer the door." Ray eyed me suspiciously.
"What?! No. That is-" I am really getting tired of them cutting me off.
"Wow Jacob. Didn't know you was hoeing around." Craig whispered.
"That is Chresanto up stairs! If y'all would shut the fuck up then you would of known." I snapped.
"Jacob.."
"No! That is Chresanto ass up then stairs. I ain't fucking around on him. Okay?! He came here today looking horrible. I couldn't just tell him to leave. I love him and he needed me. He needs me, and he was starving himself because we weren't talking or whatever. I feel so bad.." I started crying. "Only if you guys would of seen him when he came. It broke my heart.." I sobbed.
"Jacob calm down. Your stress can hurt the baby." Craig said softly.
I cried harder when he said that. I'm such a horrible boyfriend. Chresanto doesn't even know about his own child that's growing inside of me. Ray came and hugged me as I sobbed into my hands.
"He doesn't even know I'm pregnant! I'm a terrible boyfriend." I said through my cries.
"It's okay. Everything will be fine." Ray whispered.
I settled down after a while. I think the hormones made me cry more then necessary. We heard foot steps coming down the stairs and coming down the hall towards us. I looked up and seen Chresanto looking at me. He looked a little better but not by much. He didn't have bags under his eyes, didn't smell anymore and had on clean cloths. But he still looked skinny and boney. And his eyes were still red.
"I took a shower, hope you don't mind." He voice was hoarse and dry.
"It's okay.." I said softly. "Come sit." I patted the spot next to me.
He nodded and move towards me. He sat down and laid his head on my lap. I ran my fingers through his hair. It wasn't greasy anymore. He let out a soft sigh and wrapped an arm around my waist. I looked at Craig and Ray and seen them looking at Chres. Craig looked sad and Ray look concern.
"Are you hungry baby?" I asked him softly.
"No... I just wanna lay down with you right now." He said quietly.
"But baby you need to eat..."
"Please Jacob... I'm not hungry."
"Please Papí.. For me.." I begged and rubbed his back.
"Okay..." He said in defeat.
He got up quickly and went into the kitchen. I looked down at my lap and played with my hands. Craig sigh and patted my thigh softly in comfort.
"I know this isn't the time but you should tell him about you and Ray.." He trailed off.
"No." I said simple as that.
"I think Craig is right Jake. He needs to know." Ray said softly.
"Hell no.. You decided to tell Craig and I'm deciding not to tell Chres."
"He would understand tho. We were both drunk and hurting." He reason.
"I not telling him we had sex Ray." I snapped.
"What? You and Ray had sex?" I heard.
I looked around and seen Chres standing there. I looked at him wide eyed. He look hurt and mad. But mostly hurt. He looked away and nodded his head. I got up and walked towards him. I put my hand out to touch him but he flinched away.
"Was it better than me?" He asked with jealousy laced in his voice.
"No baby.."
"It might of been. Jacob scratched my back up. That mean my stroke game on point tho." Ray said.
"Shut up Ray!" I snapped and heard him groan.
"Don't be hitting me.." Ray whined to Craig.
"Chres I'm sorry. I was drunk and wasn't really thinking when it happen. I love you and only you." I ignored Craig and Ray.
"I love you to." He hugged me.
I smiled and hugged him tighter. He kissed my forehead then dragged me to the couch. He laid down and dragged me on top of him.
"So Craig..." Ray started. "When you gonna let me fuck? My stroke game on point Daddy. Just ask Jacob." He winked at me then looked back at Craig.
"I'm the only one fucking in this relationship Ray." Ray pouted and cross his arms.
"You want the rattle snake nigga. Don't front. Just trying to make it seem like you all manly. I'ma fuck you one day." Ray mumbled.
"Dreams do come true baby.. Just keep wishing." Craig pecked his lips and laughed.
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