Loving You Isn't Enough (Royce + Pray)

36. Realization

Ok, this shit is so random,

And when I’m with you

Its like our heart beats, are in tandem,

And when our lips lock,

I just wanna hold your face for ransom.

You’re beautiful and I’m handsome,

That'll be good for the babies

If ever we go there maybe!

It’s crazy, no titles but your my baby

-Verse Simmonds

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Jacob Pov

This month is moving by so fast. I'm already three and a half months. I got like five more to go. Chres still doesn't know and I'm planning to tell him real soon. And since I'm speaking of Chres; he has been getting better. He is doing really good right now. It's like he never went threw a stage of depression in less then a week. I've been depress before but never like Chres. That was serious.

I also heard Ray went off the wall. Going around threating people about Craig. That boy knows he is crazy about Craig. Maybe a little too crazy? But hey, love can make you crazy. I also know he threaten Chres again but I'ma let it slide. I already knew Ray was crazy. I've been his best friend since pre-k.

Those where good times. Well for me and Ray, not his victims. I remember one time this boy, Marco, was picking on me because I refused to play in the sand box, but who would want to get sand and shit all over them? Any ways, he pushed my down and made me cry. Ray came out of no where and pushed Marco down then sat on him and shoved sand down his throat. I was scared but Ray was like...

"Don't be scwared jaykob. Ray be nice. Jaykob is too pwetty to cwy."

And wiped my tears away. That's how we became best friends. Then another time was when we were in our early teens; he flipped his shit on his parents. Like no lie. I was scared for them. Just word of advice never say Ray, mental, and hospital in the same sentence. That nigga can get mad scary. But he did go to anger management classes and learn to control his anger. That's my boo tho. My day one, A one nigga.

"Baby..." I heard Chres whisper my name.

We were out eating with Craig and Ray. Craig was trying to kiss on Ray's neck but he kept mushing his face. I would laugh because of the faces Craig was making.

"Hmm..." Hummed at him.

I felt his arms wrap around my waist and pull me closer. God he smelt so good! He kissed my temple and rub little circles on my hip with his thumb.

"What you thinking about?"

"Ray and how crazy he is." I laughed quietly.

"He is crazy.." He chuckled.

"Don't do bae. Craig crazy too." I hit his chest.

"Craig ain't crazy, I believe he is just possessive which makes him seen crazy. I mean just look how he looking at Ray right now just cause he laughing at the waiter." He whispered.

I look over at Craig and seen him narrowing his eyes in Ray's direction. He was biting his lip and his jaw was cletched. I could see his eyes flicker with lust and anger. Crazy I tell you. I giggled and roll my eyes. Ray and Craig relationship is all types of dangerous. But they make it work some how.

"Craig." I called out. He looked at me well more like glared then looked back at Ray. "How did you feel when Ray tied you and Tracy up?" I wondered.

He look at me and saw his eyes glaze over. He smiled and licked his lips. He sigh and say back in his seat.

"That shit was sexy as fuck. Y'all don't know how bad I wanted to pinned Ray down and fuck him raw. Fuck him until he begged me to stop and still keep going." He smirked. "The way he was talking to Tracy and shit. And I almost camed in my pants when he sat on to of her and licked her cheek with the knife up against her neck. Straight up turn on."

I looked at him shock and Chres just scoffed. I couldn't help but laugh after a moment of silence. Craig still looked complete daze like he was replaying it in his head.

"Craig, you naughty naughty boy." I heard the purr of Ray's voice.

I turn my head and seen he standing next to Craig with a smirk on his face. Craig snapped out if his daze and eyed Ray like he was a piece of meat. Ray licked his lips at him and purr slightly as he sat down.

"Y'all relationship is so sexual. Not fair." I pouted.

Ray laughed and smiled at me and Chres glared. Craig.. Craig was still eyeing Ray. I smiled innocently at Chres and pecked his lips.

"You know I love our sexy time." I whispered to him.

He smiled down at me and grabbed my chin and pulled me in for a quick kiss.

Ray Pov

I squirmed around in my seat from Craig's heated eyes. I could feel his eyes look me up and down. I know I haven't been giving him none for about two weeks but that's his fault. He act like it ain't just affecting him. I need a release. And my hands ain't doing the full job.

I felt his hand on my thigh and breath caress my ear. I almost moaned but held myself together. I can't even last two weeks without sex, how am I going to last five months? Oh God what did I do to myself.

"Ray, please let me fuck you.. I need it." He whispered.

I whimpered and shook my head. I got to stay strong. He grip tighten on my thigh and his breathing got deeper when he growled. I moaned softly when he nibbled on my ear. I bit down hard on my bottom lip when he groaned in my ear.

"Ray.. You don't know how hard it is not fucking you." He grabbed my face and turned it towards him. "I want to bend you over this table and take you right now in front of everyone." He looked me in the eyes.

"Stop being nasty!" Jacob yelled. "We are in public. My God." He huffed.

I smirked at Craig when his left eye twitched and he backed away from me. I sent Jacob a silent thank you. Craig can get very persistent if he wants. But I know my ass is grass once we are alone. Don't matter if Jacob and Chres is there or not. I'm pretty sure Craig has pent up sexual frustration.

Chresanto Pov

We were leaving and heading to the car. I was holding Jacobs hand while he was talking about stopping at the store for some candy. I've been noticing that Jacob has got bigger in the right places. His hips have gotten wider and his ass is fat as hell. His stomach is a little bigger then normal but not by much. He still look adorable.

He skipped the rest of the way to the car and I couldn't help but watch his ass jiggle as he moved around. I licked my lips and felt myself get hard. I haven't hit in a minute. I'ma have to put in work when we get home. I might have him ride me backwards so I can watch that ass bounce on me.

I got into the driver side of the car and crank it. I heard the back doors shut then pulled out the parking lot. I need to hurry and get home.

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