Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Oh, I love the way you lie
-Rihanna
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Chresanto Pov
“So this is what took you so long Chresanto?” Jacob asked calmly.
“No baby I was just-“
“Don’t baby me Chresanto. You were fucking around with this 99 cent bitch and kept me waiting in the fucking car.”
“No Jakey.” I pleaded as I started walking towards him.
“You were going to fuck her if I didn’t stop you. Weren’t you?”
“No I wa-“ he cut me off yet again.
“Stop lying Chresanto. But I aint even mad. We just going to prom together right? We never made it official or anything, so I aint mad. You do you and I’ma go home, and let you take care of business.” He said softly and headed towards the door.
“Jacob please.” I pleaded.
He wave his hand in dismissal and told me to call him when we going to go get our prom stuff and left. I followed him all the way out to the car begging him to talk to me and telling him that I don’t like Krista and I want him but he just wasn’t hearing it.
Jacob Pov
I rushed out the house with tears running down my face. I can’t believe Chresanto. Now he see’s why I aint want to give him my heart. He doesn’t even have it and he already fucking up.
He followed me out trying to talk but there is nothing to talk about. He fucked up and now he trying to act like he loves me? No... Just no. I don’t need any more pain in my life.
“Please stop following me Chresanto.” I said as I open the door to the car.
“Jacob, baby please believe me. She came on to me and I tried to stop her.” He said and held the car door open when I tried to shut it.
“Move Chresanto.” I tug on the door and tried to push him away.
“Jacob just listen to me.” He plead and grabbed my wrist.
I shook my head and tried to pull away from him when he pulled me out the car and into his chest. I pushed at his chest when he wrapped his arms around me.
“Let go Chresanto.” I cried.
“I love you.” He whispered in my ear. I shook my head no and push harder at his chest. “I do, I really love you.” He kissed the shell of my ear.
“Stop Chres.” I whimpered.
“No Jacob. I love you and I aint do anything with her. She came on to me and I tried to stop her.”
“You didn’t try hard enough Chres.”
“Give me another chance.” He pleaded.
“Give me a reason.” I said as I looked up in to his eyes.
He caressed my cheek and pulled me closer to him.
“Because I love you and love is enough to give me another chance.”
“Chres-“ I got cut off by his lips slamming into mine.
I tried to push him away but he held my waist tight with one arm and my jaw with the other. His lips slowly move against mine; urging me to kiss him back. I can feel myself shake as I tried to push harder against him.
“Kiss me…” He mumbled against my lips.
He bit my bottom lip and I knew I was a goner when I moaned and my struggles ceased. I place my shaky hands on each of his cheeks and kissed him back slowly. I cried harder and whimpered because of all the emotions put into it. Anger, sorrow, love, happiness, regret, etc.
He backed me up until my back hit the car and pushed his body up against mine. His hands ran up and down my thigh before he grip them and lift them. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.
Our kiss slowed down until we were just lazily moving our lips together catching our breath. He rests his head against mine and release a breath. I rub our nose together and pull him even closer to me.
“I’m sorry Jacob, I’m so so sorry baby.”
“It’s ok. Everyone makes mistakes.” I said in a shaky breath.
“I’ll make it up to you. Okay?” I nodded my head and he pecked my forehead.
"I want to be alone right now tho." He sigh and nodded.
I got in the car and drove home. Once I got there I ran straight to my room and cried the rest of the weekend. I have a feeling this will happen again.
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