Liar, Liar

Part Seven: The Scarecrow

Inspired by the song "Bleeding Out" by Imagine Dragons

*Dean's P.O.V.*

  "I love you so much, Y/N, you just have no idea..." I say, walking into her room.

When the day has come

That I've lost my way around

  "And I lost you because I love you. I am a monster. I don't deserve you, but I-- I just can not live without you," I confess, tears falling down my face, drenching my shirt.

And the seasons stop and hide beneath the ground

  "I've been waking up every night, because I can't sleep without you next to me. I randomly stop what I'm doing to check on you before I relize you're not with me. I've been drinking 'til I can't see straight trying to forget you..."

When the sky turns gray

And everything is screaming

I will reach inside

Just to find my heart is beating

  "Everything is harder knowing you're gone, and I just don't know what to do."

Oh, you tell me to hold on

Oh, you tell me to hold on

But innocence is gone

And what was right is wrong

  "All I've been thinking about is how to get you back, but I know if I somehow manage that you'll just get hurt again."

When the hour is nigh

And hopelessness is sinking in

  "I'm poison. All I've ever done is bring you pain. I hate that-- and I hate myself for it.:

And the wolves all cry

To fill the night with hollering

  "I just can't... do... this," I say, my vioce cracking.

When your eyes are red

And emptiness is all you know

With the darkness fed

I will be your scarecrow

  "How can I... how can I say I'm sorry. I am just so stupid."

You tell me to hold on

Oh you tell me to hold on

But innocence is gone

And what was right is wrong

  "Y/N. I don't know what to do."

'Cause I'm bleeding out

So if the last thing that I do

  "I'm sorry."

Is to bring you down

I'll bleed out for you

  "If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have ever gotten this close. I wouldn't have let myself fall in love with you."

So I bare my skin

And I count my sins

And I close my eyes

And I take it in

  "How do I let go?" I say, falling to my knees in front of her.

And I'm bleeding out

I'm bleeding out for you, for you.

  "Dean," she says, tears in her eyes, "Dean, jist stop apologizing. Please."

I'm bleeding out for you, for you

  Her words made my heart stop. She didn't want to hear how sorry I was. She was done.

I'm bleeding out for you, for you

  "That's all I ever needed to hear," she says, sitting next to me. "All I ever needed was for you to love me, you oblivious ass," she sobs, chuckling slightly. "I love you too, Dean Winchester."

I'm bleeding out for you, for you

  I wrap my arms tightly around Y/N. "I love you. And I'm never letting you go again. Never ever."

I'm bleeding out for you